Yeah I messed up big time. I didn't know what got into me. I never thought I would hurt Nate like this or stab him in the back. I feel so bad but I know Nate will never forgive me.
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I got home took a nice shower and really started to think. Nate can't even be mad at me. I mean yeah he can but he's done wayyy more grimmey shit to me. We have been together for a while but ever since we passed seven months of being together he really started to treat me really differently. And I don't mean that in a good way. EVERYTIME we argued he would threaten to hit me, cheated on me more then once and I still forgave him and the way he would talk to me was just disrespectful and he never had time for me he would always choose the club over me and you think out of all those club nights he remained loyal. Yeah I doubt it. And honestly I don't want to be in a relationship like that bc I deserve sm more.
I decided to call Nate and this time he actually answered.
" What do u want" he asked. " well first of all I'm calling u to apologize bc yes i know what I did was wrong".
"I'm glad you know" he responded.
" And at this point I don't care I got to get back to rolling blunts with these bad bitches"
"Well Im breaking up with you officially" i interrupted.
He was silent. "Yeah i finnaly came to conclusion that I deserve someone who will treat me better".
"I never really wanted you tho" he said. And it hurt because I know he can mean it
"Explains why you fought Sammy over me right".
" you cant hurt my feelings Y/n. This whole time I was cheating on you with two other bitches and one of them was ya bestfriend".
Oh now I'm really tight. I stayed silent and bit my lip.
" Exactly so how you feel? Have a nice life".
Nate really dragged it. And I'm not even mad. Guess I got to let him go because he really treats me like I need him when I'm reality I jus want him so I'm gonna show him wassup.
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I went back to Sammy's house
"Sammy I'm so sorry. It's because of me that all of this happened and I'm sorry I really mean it"
I said hugging him.
" It's okay Y/n. Really it is and it's not you're fault Nate jus really act like a bitch sometimes but it's all good".
He leaned in to kiss me but I turned away.
"Actually Sammy... I have decided that I want to give it some time".
In the end I ended up not choosing either one of them. Me and Nate simply just stopped talking completely and stayed on bad terms me and Sammy are friends but that vibe as if we like each other is still there.
