Who Knew (Destiel)

In the light theres Dark

Deans Pov
God this beds confortable i started to push down on it and move to flatten it out and why is it so god dam warm and squishy, i stiffened as i felt a breath on my chest
"why do you have to move so much"
I opened my eyes to see Cas laying underneath me still half asleep
"why are you in my bed"

"you were having a nightmare last night, so i comforted you, anyway i couldnt go back to my bed with you squishing me"

"oh sorry" great now he knows i have nightmares hes going to think im a freak, god especially after last night, i kissed him! God i kissed him and it felt amazing, he was just so caring i couldnt help it those blue pools of his just drew me in, but he pulled away so fast, yet he still chose to fogive me, hes to kind

"hey, earth to dean"

"yeah"

"i need to go to the toilet"

"okay"

"that requires you getting off of me"

"sorry" i rolled off of Cas and watched him as he disapeared into the bathroom

I wonder what he thinks of me now?
Me and Cas had decided to take off soon after he came out of the toilet, im still not sure where to go exactly but i have a feeling to head further south where UPC control was shaky since there was a high population of half breeds that didnt like being classed as second class citizens. We were going through the border oklahaom, when Cas fell asleep it was a quarter past five we had been driving for hours now and it was taking its toll on me, but i hadnt seen any signs for a hotel for a couple of miles. I saw a dirt path and decided to turn down it, the thick trees would cover us from and drones that might be searching for us

I pulled over at a meadow fully lit with daylight, it was warm and and relaxing, i picked Cas up out the car, and layed him on the grass next to me, he seemed to fall into a deeper sleep and i was glad that he was so relaxed, i still feel guilty over kissing him... It was such a mistake, god im not gay, ive never had emotions towards a guy ive never even looked twice at a guy, so why would i kiss one, but it wasnt just one it was Cas shy and kind Cas, all these thoughts are wrong im wrong...

Castiels Pov
I wasnt really asleep when Dean picked me up, and placed me on the grass I was just too tired to protest, but when he placed me on the grass it was hard to explain i was forced into sleep, the pollen affected me weirdly and i started to hear a scathy voice in my head, reapeating the same word over and over again kill...kill...kill...kill.... I felt the words consume me as i began to loose control of my senses as the voice started to take over my whole body till i was just a puppet looking out through my eyes unable to speak or walk unable to warn Dean.

The light of the sun hurt me as my body moved towards dean, i tried to scream out to warn him but it didnt work, please dont hurt him

Shut up this dosent concern you

Its my body of course it concerns me

Theres nothing you can do so just watch your lover boy die bye your hands

No,no no dont you touch him you asshole

Oooops

Deans Pov
I felt Cases hand move over my chest, i looked across at him hes eyes still closed, weird... Then hes hand jerked up and latched onto my throat i felt my panick rise in my thraot when he didnt let go, he was now on my chest pinning me down, hes eyes glowing a frightening purple, i could feel my body going numb so i swung my thist and connected it with Cases jaw he tumbled off of me
"Cas what the hell is wrong with you"

"hehehe..."

"why are laughing whats wrong with you"

"hehehe, yous are all the same"

"what do you mean, are you feeling well"

"humans of course, yous are all the same, always asking the same questions, its all very enertaining"

"Cas what do you mean" i was beggining to worry now this really wasnt Cas and what was up with hes eyes

"aww dont you get it yet Cas cant pick up the phone right now"

"Who, who are you then"

"I am Quinsy, a higher being or, forest sprite, this is my meadow, humans are threat so i get rid of them, but there is a positive that comes from yous"

"And whats that?"

"yous make great fertaliser" a nasty smiled crosses hes face that sent a shiver down my spine, i got to my feet and ran for the car i could hear hes feet after me so i pushed myself faster, i jumped into the car locked the doors, pullling out the gun from my glove box i pointed it towards Cas who was just standing there, starring at me like i was prey as though he knew that i wouldnt leave him here in Cases body.

I took a deep breath think Dean, think, what deters spirits, i slammed my fist down on my dash, i started to brake out in a sweat god those are something else, salt... My fathers words echoed in my head, "if you ever meet any evil spirt that trys to harm you just get salt and and throw it at them..." god do i even have any salt maybe in the back but that means i ahve to get out of the car with that thing, he was still just standing there starring waiting for me to make a move, the salt its my only chance its casses only chance...

pushing the door open as fast I could, gripping the car keys I ran for the boot and heaved it open, and scanned over it, until my eyes locked onto it a small satchel of salt not much but maybe just enough, before I could think anymore I felt a hand grab my shoulder and turn me around, quickly hiding the salt behind my back I put on my best fake smile

"hey Cassie feeling any better yet?"
Before he could respond I threw whatever salt I had on him, i heard a screech as a green mist evaporated from cas and disappeared into the ground

I looked at Cas who had a look of horror planted across hes face
"Dean, I'm so sorry..." he's voice broke as he fell to he's kneesand crying into his hands

I knelt down in front of him, not saying a word I just pulled him into me, and let him cry, after awhile the sobbing stopped and we stood up

"Cas, we should really be going we don't want whatever that was to come back"

"your right,lets go"

We hoped into the car and drove, every now and then I would sneak a look at Cass to see that he was okay

"you know Cas, what happened back there wasnt your fault"

"I know"

"No, really" I pulled the car over onto the side of the road "it really wasn't you haven't spoken to me and in the past two days I've only seen you smile twice, so what's up?"

"it's just, not fair"

"what is?"

"I've put you through so much, you lost your friend, then your brother, and then I almost kill you, what type of monster am I to cause such pain around me"

"Cassy, none of this is your fault, you need to have faith that everything going to turn out perfectly fine"

"Faith"

"Yep a little word that holds so much promise" I put my hand on he's shoulder

"thankyou"

"no prob, now let's get going I've decided where were going"

"where's that?"

"A old family friends, Bobbies"

To JustAnUndercoverSpy sorry for making you wait so long for this update but here it is and Ive already started my next chapter on the way

6/01/18