Damaged

-chapter 1-

welcome to hell.

Hi. I'm Elyza. Elyza Jasmine Johnson. I'm 20 years old, I study pre-medicine at Howard University and I just became single as of yesterday. Well not single exactly but I was left...in a $1200 a month studio apartment with a note from her, saying how she couldn't do this anymore and that it was all too much. I can't wrap my mind around what she could possibly be referring to. We were fine just as of yesterday besides the fight we got into about the color flowers we wanted at the wedding but I just don't understand why she couldn't come talk to me. I've always allowed myself to be utterly available to her for whatever she could possibly need. I worked hard and long hours to make sure she had anything she needed and wanted plus more. I thought she was happy but I guess I was sadly mistaken. Whose "her" you might ask well she was my fiance or well she was supposed to be. Her name is Sabrina Carpenter. We met a year ago on instagram and we've been inseparable ever since. I thought she was going to be my forever. I loved her unconditionally and she betrayed me. She committed the worse betrayal and I don't think I will ever get over that. I'll get into that later but as of right now I have to start picking up the pieces of my life she left me with. If falling in love with someone could potentially end like this then why would anyone wanna fall in love in the first place? I'm convinced love is a trick that only the most talented magician can master.