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How did I end up here? I woke up in the middle of the floor clutching onto my stuffed elephant. My head pounding with no mercy. Where is Brin? I know she didn't have work today. As I sit up and peek around the room reality hits me all over again. She's gone.. I draw my knees to my chest and I just begin to rock slowly. My eyes are tired, puffy and red I'm sure. I've cried all that I could I think but knowing me my body will be probably produce more tears just when I think there isn't any left. I'm numb. I'm alive but I'm numb. I feel the pain in my chest though...every ounce of it just there like a ton of bricks sitting on my chest. I feel like I can't breathe. I'm being suffocated by the pain caused by the person I promised to never inflict pain onto. How is that possible? She loved me right? She still does right? Maybe I just need medicine to help me. I stumble to the bathroom looking for the strongest medicine we have and I see Brin's muscle relaxers and I have some Vicodin. It wouldn't hurt to pop them right? Fuck it. If I die then I die..I can't take this pain anyway so I might as well be taken out of my fucking misery. I don't wanna be here anymore..she promised to never hurt me and now she's inflicting the worse pain on me. I can't do this..I have to go 💔

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⏰ Last updated: May 14, 2018 ⏰

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