Conflicted Feelings

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You open your eyes feeling very groggy. A dull pain in your torso, then you remember what happened.

"Am I dead" you say out loud making Law stand from his desk and come into your view. "No (y/n)-ya your not dead"

"Are you sure?"

Law chuckles "Yes I'm sure"

You try to push yourself up, but a sharp pain rips through you "Arghh" you scream.

Law pushes you back down "Don't try to get up you will rip out your stitches". You look down at your half naked body and sigh. You have on a pair of loose shorts and your bra, that's it. There is a bandage wrapped around your abdomen.

"Well you can add that to your list of scars and imperfections on my body" you say with sass.

"A scar does not make you imperfect in fact it adds to your beauty"

"What did you say" you ask looking at Law. "I didn't hear you".

"Nothing"

"Oookay. When can I get out of this bed?"

"After dinner I will change your bandages and if you feel up to it I will help you to walk"

Law gives you some meds for the pain and goes back to his desk.

"Hey Captain"

Law hums in response

"Thank you...for saving my life"

"Your welcome (y/n)-ya" he says locking eyes with you.

"I'll be okay in here by myself, you don't have to stay with me.

"I know that" is all he says before glancing back at his book and continuing to read.

You slightly blush and lay back down drifting off as the meds set in.

While your asleep you dream about Law.

As Law is reading his book he hears you mumble in your sleep and he gets up to check your stats. Law rests his hand on your abdomen and frowns. "Law'' You whisper out "I love you"

This makes Law smile and cup your cheek.

"What am I gonna do with you" he says to himself while he rubs is thumb back and forth over your bruised eye. He leans in and kisses your cheek.

When you wake next you are alone. You just lay there for a few minutes before the door opens, drawing your gaze to it.

Law walks in with a tray of food. "Good your awake. I brought you some food. After you eat I'll help you stand and walk to your room."

"Okay sounds good to me"

Law set the food down on the medical tray that's on wheels and helps you sit up. You suck in a deep breath through clenched teeth as pain radiates through you.

"Are you okay (y/n)-ya?" Law checks to make sure you aren't bleeding. "Okay good, now eat."

You eat all the soup and crackers he brought for you. "Mmm that was so good, thanks Captain."

Law helps you off the bed and to your room so you can be more comfortable.

"Do you need anything (y/n)-ya?"

"Bepo"

Law chuckles "Okay I'll let him know your in your room now." "Thanks Captain."

When Law leaves you just lay there staring at the ceiling with your hand placed over your wound.

I can't freakin believe this happened to me just from bumping into someone

Your pulled from your thoughts when you hear a knock on the door. "(Y/n)-chan it's Bepo can I come in?"

"Come in"

The door opens and the bear slips in and closes the door behind him. "Bepo I told you that you don't have to knock." "I'm sorry" you giggle and pain shoots through your stomach. "Ooouch"

"(Y/n)-chan Are you okay" the bear suddenly at your side. "Ya laughing just made it hurt." "I'm sorry" you fight the urge to laugh again at his cuteness.

"Captain said you wanted to see me?"

"Ya, umm...will you stay the night with me Bepo?"

"Of course I will (y/n)-chan"

You smile really big and hold your hands up asking for a hug. Of course he obliges your request.

Bepo stays with you for the next three days so you can have his help in the middle of the night if needed. Bepo loved you and was happy to help, even though he didn't get much sleep that first night due to the bad dreams you had.

He new you almost died and that really scared him, but he always put on a brave face in front to you.

On the fourth day you decided it was time to join the crew in the galley for breakfast.

When you walk in everyone's eyes drift to you except Laws. He keeps his focus on his book. Shachi and Penguin come up to you with sad looks "We're sorry (y/n)" "What are you sorry about? I would have died of you didn't get me to the Captain in time."

"It's because they should have prevented it in the first place (y/n)-ya. They were to drunk and couldn't sense the danger."

Your eyes shift over to Law, but he still doesn't look at you.

You sit with Bepo in front of Law and eat in silence.

"(Y/n)-ya after breakfast I need to check your wound and redress it if necessary." Still Law doesn't look at you, making your heart squeez.

He is my Captain I need to put these feelings away.

"Okay Captain"

After you eat you head to the infirmary to await your Captain.

You remove your shirt and sit on the exam table fiddling with your fingers when Law walks in.

He grabs his coat and pulls it on. He first checks your back. "Okay (y/n)-ya I'm gonna remove your stitches.

He gets what he needs and asks you to stand and rest your hands on the table.

You groan in discomfort as he removes the stitches and cleans the wound before placing a bandage over it. His hands linger on your back before he turns you around.

He helps you back on the table and places his hand behind your head to help you lay down.

Law removes your bandage and removes the stitches. You wince in pain as this hurts more and Law rubs your stomach to try and relax you after he's done.

You close your eyes and relish the feeling of his hands on your body. He runs his hand up your body in between your breasts and up and around to the back of your neck helping you sit up and you open your eyes. His face is so close to yours that you stop breathing for a moment.

"C-Captain how is my wound."

"Your healing well but you will have a scar."

This makes you frown "Don't worrie  (y/n)-ya your still beautiful." He still has his hand on your neck.

You push him back "How can you say that to someone you have no feelings for? I...ugh nevermind" you pull your shirt on and leave a stunned Law standing in the middle of the infirmary to return to your room.

You lay on your bed trying to shuffle through your feelings. "Why can't I get over that sexy surgeon?"

You stay in your room for the next two days till you hear a banging on your door. "Who is it"

"It's me (y/n)-ya, open the door."

You don't move from your spot. "(Y/n)-ya I know your in there you haven't left your room in two days. Open the door now"

You sigh and pull yourself from your bed and unlock the door, but you don't open it.

Law hears the lock click and grabs the nob. He turns it slowly and pushes the door open and steps in. He shuts the door and locks it again.

Your sitting in the chair at your desk and Law walks over to you grabs your arms and pulls you to your feet crashing his lips down onto yours.

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