When Will I Fall?

{4}

Blue: Hey, guys. Welcome to chapter 4! Like I said in the last chapter, this is a pain in the ass. Writers everywhere, who have to re-write 2,000 to 3,000 words, can agree. Sorry, I took so long... again but I hope you guys enjoy it, see you at the end of the chapter! Once again, Enjoy!~❄

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Ryder's POV

"Hi, baby. Miss me?" You have got. To. Be. Fucking. Kidding. Me! What the hell is she doing here? Walking towards her, I grabbed her arm and dragged her to an abandoned hallway. "Ashlyn, what the fuck are you doing here? Why are you here?" "I'm here to see why are you with her when you could be with me." Rubbing my temples, I groaned in annoyance and try to hold back all of my anger so I can keep myself from yelling.

"I mean, really. You were all up on me until one day you start to be distant and start to ignore me completely. Then, you start to paying attention to her and act like I'm invisible. Now, when I messaged and called you for the past 3 days, you hadn't answer any of them. I really want to know what's going on between you two." "Why do you...You know what? Leave. I don't what to ever see you again, just go."

"No. No, I need to know what the hell going on between you two!" "You don't need to know shit! It's none of your damn business, now get the fuck out of my face!" God, this chick is pissing me the fuck off. I'm trying so hard not to keep my anger contain but she's pushing it too far. For this to get any farther, I turned around for a second and took deep breaths.

After a moment of retaining my anger, I turned back around and angrily glared at her. "Ashlyn, just get out. Get the fuck out of my face." Before I could even walk away, Ashlyn grabs onto my arm causing me to stop in my tracks. Turning my head around, I looked down at her and glared. What the fuck does she want now?

"Look, I know you're in a bit of a rut right now and need to figure out some stuff, I don't know what kind of things you need to settle with her, but...When you get all of the things you think that need to be settled, I will be right here with you. And after your done, we can move on with our lives and get married and have a baby."

Is she fucking serious?! I literally just fucking broke up with her, and here she is, talking about marriage and having a fucking kid? The fuck wrong with this bitch? "Ashlyn, for fucks sakes, let me make this clear. You and I... Are over. We are not having kids, we are not getting married, and we have no life together. And never will." Looking at me with distraught, she let go of my hand and stepped back in disbelief.

"What do...What do you mean? You love me! I know you do! You told me!" I rubbed both sides of my head with my fingers and sighed. "No, I don't. And what I'm trying to get into your thick ass skull, is that, as I said before, I don't love you, I don't want to have a life with you or live with you. In all honesty, I don't even like you. I used you. I had sex with you. I only said I love you because, apparently, it was the only thing to get you to bed with me."

Holding back the tears, she took a deep breath and stared at me. "How could you do this to me? You showered me with gifts a-and I thought you loved me. You even said it. Why can't you marry me?! Why can't we live a happy life together?! And why are you with her of all people?! You should be with me, not her! I had you first!" Oh god, this bitch is gonna give me a headache.

"Quit being dramatic and stop acting like a whiny spoiled ass bitch. Look, the main reason I showered you with gifts, is to shut you up and not to tell anyone what we had. I can't marry you because I already have a wife, I don't wanna marry you because I only see you like a fucking sex toy, and lastly, Echo is my wife. I fucked you for 7 months, I was married to her for 2 years. So, again, in all honesty, she had me first, not you."