Fading Symphony

Beginning

B E G I N N I N G 

Do you know how it feels to actually have your heart belong to someone else?

You never looked at another girl that way. 

You never looked at another person in the eyes before, and then see right pass them.

You never took love so seriously. For you it was just a game, or maybe it was just as easy as playing with a child. Because you never fall in love so deep. And you don't know if you even wanted that.

Until this girl comes into your life, for a reason you do not know.

Until she became an exception.

 Maybe at first you were too shy to admit it to yourself. So you didn't have any reason to admit it to her.

That slowly, without you knowing, you were falling in love with her.

There comes a new funny feeling you were not familiar with.

Something you've never felt before, that you can't recognize what it is when you do now.

Maybe you're too dumb to realize, too blind to see, or too hurt to actually love again.

But the way you smile when you're with her, isn't that a clue?

The feeling that you have to make her laugh all the time, because you always wanna hear her laugh, or see her amazing smile.

Or the feeling that when you see her cry, even if you're not the reason, it seems to break your heart. Because you never wanna see her hurt.

The way that you act weird and different when she comes.

The fact that when you walk into a room, the first person you always find is her.

Oh, and remember when you woke up this morning?

Yeah, besides that she was the first thing on your mind, remember that she was also the last thing you thought about before you sleep.

Slowly you realize that you care for her so much and it's like she's everything you ever wanted... and then maybe...

maybe you do love her.