Sad, Romantic Poems

Daydreaming

I wish I could be the girl you want

Who doesn't cry at night

Who doesn't mean to start big fights

Even when you're right.

I want you to love me the way I love you

But I know you won't because I have so many black and blues.

I know you won't abuse me

Or use me just for fun

To have a elegant little picnic

Here in the sun.

I thought all of this over

As my last true happy thought

I wrote you a big letter

Saying that I'm sorry for not telling you sooner

Telling you I Love You

And I didn't know what to do.

I should've told you

But I didn't have the guts

I was beginning to go nuts

So here I am now

Popping open some pills

And maybe now

In this delirious world

I'll be wondering how

I got so good at giving up.