A Loaded Smile

Chapter Sixteen : Strawberry Cheesecake

A/N: Hey everyone! I'm sorry these aren't long chapters like in the beginning of the fanfiction! I know it's disappointing but it's hard to wite them in such a short amount of time you know? I'll work on it! Anyways, I've never really been good at writing the cutesy stuff, I'm more of poetically tragic but it's been so dark recently I thought I'd spice it up! So here you go! Hope you like it! READ READ READ ;) * GLAMHUGS AND GLAMKISSES *

* Tommy POV *

We walked out of the store, Adam carrying all the bags. Such a gentleman. We must have been shopping for a good three or four hours. I was ready to kill Adam. The one thing I hate more than anything is when people buy me things. I have my own money, if I want to buy something I will. You don't have to do it for me, I'm a big boy I'm very capable of spending my own money. Adam though, the one thing he liked to do more than anything is spend money. He insisted on getting me a whole new wardrobe pretty much. So far we've filled seven clothes bags from various stores and five of them are mine. After the first two were bought I refused to try on any more clothes. He got them anyway.  

We still hadn't made it to the yogurt place Adam was talking about, we went to go find the food court but every time we passed another store he would start walking back in the opposite direction, tugging on my sleeve, eyes lighting up like a Christmas tree.  

' Ooh! Let's go in here Tommy!" I would shake my head to myself. I swear one day he's going to buy so much stuff he won't have any money left. It's a good thing FYE sold so much.  

Finally I smelt the fattening food my nose had been sniffing since the fourth store. " WE FOUND IT!" I exclaimed, a relieving smile gracing my lips.  

" Finally!" Adam chuckled. " Let's go get some frozen yogurt."  

" I will pay for this one." He looked at me rolling his eyes as I got out my wallet and walked closer to the stand. There were so many flavours, coffee, strawberry, vanilla, key lime pie, strawberry cheese cake. The list went on and on. I looked up at him, the freckles on his cheeks showing under the lights, he pursed his lips a bit, scrunching up his nose. I giggled a bit and his eyes shot back down at me. He poked my side, making me jerk away.  

" You giggling at me Glitterbaby?"  

" Maybbeee." He stuck his tongue out at me and I did back. " Okay common what do you want?"  

" Uhm. I think the Key Lime Pie one, medium, what are you getting?" He shifted the bags from one hand to the other, I'm sure they were getting heavy.  

" I think I want the strawberry cheese cake one. Okay, go find us a seat. I got it." I clenched my teeth looking at the woman standing behind the counter, cleaning off the supplies they used. My social anxiety sparking in my stomach. My hands shaking the slightest as I pulled out my wallet, what if I stumbled over my words? What if I forgot what to order, my mind drew a blank and they thought I was an idiot? Adam pecked my cheek and went to sit down, I took a few steps forward, head filling with worry.  

Someone would have saw that kiss, that little bit of affection, what if someone found out? What would happen to us? We'd get split up and the media would hate on us, my mom and my sister and everyone else I know, I'd lose everything. Adam. Adam would lose everything and it would be all my fault. Everything would be all my fault. I noticed I had stopped, staring into space a couple steps from the counter, the lady was giving me a weird look, waiting for me to come up and order. I couldn't. I couldn't move. My head was spinning.  

I could hear my name in the distance. " Tommy?" His footsteps echoed in my ears and I felt his hand on the small of my back. Soothing my nerves, his lips as my ear, whispering. " It's okay baby go sit down okay?"