Another Me

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Romans POV

I don't remember the last Virgil came out of his room. Well, actually i do. It was that horrid night.

Flashback

"Virgil, can I have a word with you?" Logan asked

"Of course, anything" Virgil said, sickly sweet happy.

Patton and I could anything, but we both had a feeling it wasn't gonna be good. We were right.

"I hate you" Virgil screamed, "You're gonna regret this." He ran to his room, sobbing.

"It's going to" Logan whispered and went back to his room.

Patton and I nodded, already knowing what to do. He walked to Logan's room and I ran to Virgil's.

"Hey, virg let me in" I pleaded, but my voice was probably drowned out by his sobs. 

Flashback over

It had been two days since i saw or heard Virgil. But sitting outside his room, i soon heard him walk to the other side of his room. Then, I heard blaring music. It was loud so Logic could hear it.

Remember when I sang that song to you                                                                                                                    And you called it out of tune                                                                                                                                          Remember when I said I loved you                                                                                                                              And you said it wasn't true                                                                                                                                              Remember we used to talk for hours                                                                                                                          Staying up all through the night                                                                                                                                  Remember when I bought you flowers                                                                                                                        And you left them out to die

I wanted to break down crying. It was like this song was form fitted to their love. I should of noticed it was a one-way love a long time ago. I'm so stupid! I was there when he wrote that song, Patton and I watched him sing it, and we saw Logan stare at him emotionless and then tell he was out of tune. I saw Virgil write i love you on a post it and Logan crumple it up and tell he was lying. I could hear their conversations when I was brainstorming. Logan did most talking and almost scolded Virgil when he tried to say something. I was sitting in the commons room when Virgil gave Logan a bundle of roses and just left them on the counter top. That heartless bastard.

I gave you everything you ever wanted                                                                                                                    You gave me nothing but grief                                                                                                                                          Now that i'm gone you'll see i'm your missing piece                                                                                            Well, good luck, finding another me                                                                                                                              Finding another me

I could hear Virgil screaming. I could hear Virgil punching the wall. I could hear Virgil knocking stuff over

Remember how I used to kiss you                                                                                                                                  You can kiss that all goodbye                                                                                                                                            Remember how I used to miss you                                                                                                                                Now you don't even cross my mind                                                                                                                              And I can't remember why I ever                                                                                                                                    Let you walk all over me                                                                                                                                                    I won't take your shit forever                                                                                                                                          Now it's time for me to leave

Virgil just gave and gave and never got anything in return, except pain. He takes everyone's negative emotions and all I did to thank him was make him feel worse. I regret it everyday. I hope Logan regrets this too. He better.

When you cry yourself to sleep tonight                                                                                                                        You gave me nothing but grief                                                                                                                                        You will wish I was by your side                                                                                                                                      Yes, you will

I can't tell if this is more for him or Logan. From my unmoved position, I could hear him crying and denying it all night. I slept a little and Patton gave me food, but he was worse off. He never slept and only ate half of my breakfast this morning. I by his side, doesn't he realize?

Now don't you know that karma tastes so sweet                                                                                                    So, good luck, finding another me

The five stages of grief. Denial had already passed. This was anger.

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Hoped you like that. I love this band. 10/10 would recommenced. Tell me if you found the song fitting. Who do you feel the worse for right now? It's probably Roman for me.           Well anyways, thanks for reading! Comment, vote, whatever.

-SoftxRacoon

                                                                                                                      

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