Virgil Pov
It's been a week, we were doing so well. Why did I have to be this way? Why did i have to mess everything up? He shouldn't have to deal with me. Logan obviously didn't want. I'm not worth it.
"Oh, Virgil, you're beautiful" he said, one the verge of tears
I started crying. Sobbing. Bawling. I can't do this. He doesn't deserve this. I don't deserve this.
"You don't love, no can love me"
"Anx, that isn't true"
Why can't i believe that?
Roman Pov
The he started to sing
I've missed your calls for months it seems
Don't realize how mean I can be
'Cause I can sometimes treat the people
That I love like jewelry
I didn't mean to try you on
But I still know your birthday
And your mother's favorite song
"Please stop, i'm still here, i still love you"
"I love you too, but how long till I hurt you"
Then he started again
So I'm sorry to my unknown lover
Sorry that I can't believe that anybody every really
Starts to fall in love with me
Sorry to my unknown lover
Sorry I could be so blind
Didn't mean leave you
And all the thing that we had behind
"This is no good bye"
"I know anx"
"Why do you this?"
"What?"
"Put up with me, Logan didn't. Why do you?"
"Its because I love"
"So, love is pain"
"No, love is sacrifice"
"Then I don't love? What did I give up for you?"
"Your trust, you do trust me?"
He just nodded and went back to singing.
I run away when things are good
And never really understood
The way you laid your eyes on me
In ways the no one ever could
And so it seems I broke your heart
My ignorance has struck again
I failed to see it from the start
And tore you open 'till the end
I just kissed him. And held him.
"There's no reason to run, i'll always be here"
"Thank you"
"For what"
"For being so amazing, Roman. For putting up with. For loving a mess who doesn't love himself"
"Sometimes you need someone else's love to show you you're worth loving"
"Who showed you?"
"You"
"Really? what about dee?"
"He never loved me, you do"
"I love you Roman, I love you so much"
"I love you too"
He kissed me. And held me.
"If i sing the chorus with you, promise me you won't sing the verse to me"
"I promise"
So, we sang
And I'm sorry to my unknown lover
Sorry that I can't believe that anybody ever really
Starts to fall in love with me
Sorry to my unknown lover
Sorry I could be so blind
Didn't mean to leave you
And all the things that we had behind
"Together"
"Forever"
"Let's go watch a movie, verge"
The five stages of grief. Denial had passed. Anger was gone. Bargain had barely last. Now, depression was over.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Wow, the was sad. This writing was horrible. Oh well. The song makes up for it. I love this song. I love Halsey so much. So, this book is coming to an end. One more chapter, maybe a bonus one. Well anyway, thanks for reading. Comment, vote whatever.
-SoftxRacoon
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A love like this (Prinxiety)
Fanfiction... wasn't meant to last forever. Virgil was happy. Logan thought he found love. Patton was proud that his son found someone. Roman was jealous that Virgil wasn't his. One night ripped it all away. Inspired by: A Love Like This by Kodaline Some son...
