Do whatever | Shu Sakamaki Fanfic | COMPLETED

18 || chapter 18

Izumi's P.O.V

How why? I can't believe this he just disappeared. Without any sign of saying goodbye in front of my face. I can't handle this anymore. I put the letter in my desk near my bed which is where I was sitting at. I went towards the balcony closing the doors behind me. I hold on to the rails with a tight grip,the wind running through my hair.

I gulp harshly feeling the tears go down my face. I sigh and wipe them off but more kept on coming. Making me sob hopeless with small cries. I kneel down and cry more and more with more sobs coming too. I went inside with a rush not closing the balcony doors behind me. I went to my drawers that had a mirror connected with it.

I swoop my hand on it with a harsh swipe making every item fall off the top. Papers,pencils,books everything fall on the ground with a thump. Making my shoulders rest on on it. I got back up running a through my head. Looking at myself red puffy eyes from the crying. I went out of my room. I don't wanna be here anymore. Leaving the mess on the ground not even caring anymore.

I walk in a rush hoping not to come across anyone. Especially Shu. Sadly Ayato came down the hall. With his hands behind his head looking calm. I slightly bump him without apologizing. He clicked his tongue in anger and grabbed my shoulder. " Aren't you forgetting something" he said sarcastically.

I sent him a 'tsk' and replied with a sharp "no" making his eyes slightly widen with shock. Sending him a sharp cold glare and pull my shoulder away from his grip. I then continue to walk down the halls.

Just shut up. Be quite I don't wanna hear anything i can't even control myself right now.

~time skip~

I walk down the streets heading inside a store which is small. I have ten dollars right now so what could I buy? I just immediately grab a bag of chips. Only three dollars what else could I get? There's nothing else in here that costs lower. I sigh and went to the clerk I hand him my bag of chips. I was about to give him my money until I see something else behind him. Cigarettes. I swipe my hand back with the my money.

He was confused at first until I question "how much do those cost?" I said. Pointing straight at the cigarettes. "Oh they cost only one dollar so you want one?" He said grabbing one. I nodded and hand him the money. I grab my bag from him and took out the chips and cigarettes. I threw away the bag and walk down the streets again passing by a little bit of people. I open the pack of cigarettes and took one out. Ugh I need a lighter. I look around my surroundings. Trying to find someone or something that contains fire. Wait I still have one dollar.

I rush back to the store trying to find matches,I found one pack which was red. I pay for it and go back outside again. I go halfway into a alleyway: I open the packet of matches and took one match out. I harsh swipe it on the board and fire came up. I put it against the white part of the cigarette. Once it hit I blow out the fire and threw the match. I put my mouth against the orange part of the cigarette. Inhaling the tobacco. I cough harsh already feeling the pain going down my throat. That burns.

I try again multiple times until I got used to it and smoked a really cigarette. What a waist of six cigarettes! Some people pass by looking at me strangely. I scoffed at them and continued.

After some time I felt something rub against my leg making me jolt. I look down to see a yellowish orange cat. Rubbing his against my leg. I crouched down a little and pet the cat while it just purred. Cute little thing. I sigh and threw away my cigarette. One after one. Minutes passed by and it was turning kinda dark now. I threw away the packet of cigarettes and grabbed my chips. Just when I was about to leave the cat got up from his sitting position. Going in front of my still rubbing her head against my leg.

I sigh and got the cat carrying it like a baby I then pet it again. Hearing it purr,I giggle slightly and walked backed to the house. Once I arrived I blast my way to my room. I close the door behind me and close the balcony door. Oh I forget the mess on the floor. I groaned and picked up all the mess. Yes this look cat proof kinda. I breath out my breathe smelling like cigarettes. I made a disgusted face and head to the bathroom. I brushed my teeth multiple times and ate to get rid of the smell.

Once it didn't smell like cigarettes anymore I fall into my bed. This was one heck of a day. The cat jumped on the bed curling up next to me. "What should I name you?" I said to the cat looking like a crazy person. "Mittens,buttercups,Ginger,Bubb-"

"What the hell are you doing ?" Someone said making me look up. Knowing the voice who it came from. shu. "A-am just trying to name this cat" I replied. Lifting up the cat which was sleepy yet never woke up. "Do you even know the gender?" He stated with a raised eyebrow.

"Oh" I said realizing "you check" I said getting off the bed taking the cat towards. He sigh out and checked. "It's a boy" he said handing me back the cat. "Then what should he be called?" I said to myself. "What about Leo?" He said putting his hand in his pockets.
"Leo..." I mutter under my breath. "Sounds great" I added.