Adoption (fifth harmony/you)

Distance

Y/n's POV
It's been 3 months since the whole Noah fight we've all been happy well everyone except me a month again Lauren started being distant from idk why but I'm tired of her hurting me and not even caring then she apologizes and I forgive her I'm just that broken girl that she likes to break more she stopped sleeping next to me she stopping hanging out with me if I asked her to go somewhere she'd say no she doesn't sit with me anymore she barely even looks at me I was looking at a picture of us on my phone I sighed and wiped my face I locked my phone I went to Tyler's room I walked in I sat on his bed I said "I'm gonna go stay with Simon for a few days I need to be away from Lauren she's been distant the past month and it hurts I guess maybe because she's the closest to me besides you I'll be back within the week I just wanted to tell you because I don't want you upset with me" he sighed he said "I can't be upset with you sis I'd wanna be alone to if Camila did it to me she's the closest to me just promise you'll text me" I said "I promise but um I also wrote 3 more songs can you record them please?" He said "I will" I got up I got my duffle bag I walked downstairs and saw ally in the kitchen I sighed I hugged her I said "I'll be back in a few days ally" she looked at me she said "why are you leaving again?" I sighed I said "the past month Lauren she won't talk to me she won't hangout with she won't look at me she won't even sleep next to me anymore she's been distant idk what I did wrong so I'm gonna go stay with Simon for maybe 3-4 Days I promise I'll be back um also I know there's another room next to Tyler's you guys don't use or decorate it so can you um maybe just paint one walk chalkboard wall get me 2 guitars a queen size bed with a white comforter and get me a queen size tv but let Tyler design the best??" She hugged she said "whatever you need y/n just update me on how you are please" I said "always will ally" I walked out of the house I got my skate board and skated to synco it wasn't that far once I got there I went to Simons office I threw my bag in I said "I'm staying with you for 3-4 Days" He said "okay whatever you need y/n" I nodded I laid on the couch and just looked at pictures of me and Lauren
Tyler's POV
Y/n just left I was reading the songs she wrote one stuck out the most it was called 'jet black heart' there was a note at the end it said 'this isn't just about our struggles ty I've gone on Twitter I've read some of the stories people tell on there about themselves it's dedicated to everyone and anyone whose broken and a hurricane just waiting to come out' I red it again I was proud of her I went to Camila she was next to ally I gave them to her she read them she smiled at them she said "I'm proud of her where is she?" Ally said "Simons house for 3-4 Days" I said "she told you?" She said "yeah she did I understand" Camila said "Lauren's being distant isn't she? I noticed it" I said "you all wanna help me record these?" They said "yes" we got up Dinah and Normani said "where you guys going?" I said "studio to record 2 new songs you coming ?" They followed Lauren was already in there I looked at the first one it was called 'amnesia' I read it the lyrics I got 2 guitars I handed Camila one I said "she wanted you to play this song" she smiled I said "just play the rhythm I play she nodded I played it then she did I started singing

" I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt, the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine
Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?
When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?
Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all
[Luke:]
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all
[Calum:]
The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone
I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone
And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around
It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on
It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long
It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all
[Luke:]
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear me say
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all
No, I'm really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
'Cause I'm really not fine at all"
I smiled at the end I got up I went to the sound board I plugged our laptop in I made the beat for 'jet black heart' as I was doing there I got a text from y/n it said 'don't record heartbreak girl I'll do that one' I texted back 'okay' I said "ally give me the bass guitar" she did I put it all around my neck I tuned it and started playing it i got in the booth I said "Dinah press the button that's right next to the laptop" she did I smiled I started singing

"Everybody's got their demons
Even wide awake or dreaming
I'm the one who ends up leaving
Make it okay
See a war I wanna fight it
See a match I wanna strike it
Every fire I've ignited
Faded to grey
But now that I'm broken
Now that you know it
Caught up in a moment
Can you see inside?
'Cause I've got a jet black heart
And there's a hurricane underneath it
Trying to keep us apart
I write with a poison pen
But these chemicals moving between us
Are the reason to start again
Now I'm holding on for dear life
There's no way that we could rewind
Maybe there's nothing after midnight
That could make you stay
But now that I'm broken
And now that you know it
Caught up in a moment
Can you see inside?
'Cause I've got a jet black heart
And there's a hurricane underneath it
Trying to keep us apart
I write with a poison pen
But these chemicals moving between us
Are the reason to start again
The blood in my veins
Is made up of mistakes
Let's forget who we are
And dive into the dark
As we burst into color
Returning to life
'Cause I've got a jet black heart
And there's a hurricane underneath it
Trying to keep us apart
I write with a poison pen
But these chemicals moving between us
Are the reason to start again
The blood in my veins
Is made up of mistakes
(To start again)
Let's forget who we are
And dive into the dark"
I let the melody play I recorded the message at the end that she wrote i said "there's a part of everyone that is broken but being broken is okay you may not be easy to pick yourself up but you can don't count on anyone to do it for you because promises are meant to be broken"
I walked out of the booth I said "Camila send those to Simon" she nodded and sent them Normani said "did you and y/n write those" I said "she wrote jet black heart I wrote amnesia I wrote another one but she'll record that one herself" Dinah said "where is she?" I said "don't worry about her she's fine she'll be home in about 3 days" Lauren said "where is she?" I glared at her I said "like I said don't fucking worry about her Lauren she's fine and she's safe she'll be back in 2 days leave it alone"