Adoption (fifth harmony/you)

Beside you

Y/n's POV
I'm at synco right now playing with songs with jack he is fifth harmony's other producer I had showed him the song he said "y/n this is actually really what's it about?" I sighed I said "it's about someone being distant or there's distance in between it sounds like a love song but it's not it's something else" he nodded Simon walked in and what I saw I didn't care for but I expected it Tyler and Firth harmony were behind them he said "jack here's—oh y/n you're here" I rolled my eyes I said "yeah I'm here si you knew I was and you know I'm not in the mood today I'm just recording a song real quick" Tyler said "is it heartbreak girl?" I said "no i did that way already it's a new one I wrote" he nodded me and jack finished the cords and the melody I said "good?" He said "yeah go record it" I said "okay but let the melody play a little long at the end i wanna say something" He nodded I could see the girls watching me I started singing

"Within a minute I was all packed up
I've got a ticket to another world
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go
The silent words are hard to speak
When your thoughts are all I see
"Don't ever leave," she said to me
When we both fall asleep underneath the same sky.
To the beat of our hearts at the same time.
So close but so far away.
(Can you hear me?)
[Chorus:]
She sleeps alone.
My heart wants to come home.
I wish I was, I wish I was beside you.
She lies awake.
I'm trying to find the words to say.
I wish I was, I wish I was beside you.
Another day and I'm somewhere new.
I made a promise that I'll come home soon.
Bring me back, bring me back to you.
When we both wake up underneath the same sun.
Time stops, I wish that I could rewind.
So close but so far away.
[Chorus:]
She sleeps alone.
My heart wants to come home.
I wish I was, I wish I was beside you.
She lies awake.
I'm trying to find the words to say.
I wish I was, I wish I was beside you.
There are pieces of us both
Under every city light
And they're shining as we fade into the night
She sleeps alone.
My heart wants to come home.
I wish I was, I wish I was...
[Chorus:]
She sleeps alone.
My heart wants to come home.
I wish I was, I wish I was beside you.
She lies awake.
I'm trying to find the words to say.
I wish I was, I wish I was beside you.
She lies awake.
Beside you.
I wish I was, I wish I was...
She sleeps alone.
My heart wants to come home.
I wish I was, I wish I was..."
I stopped singing the melody continued playing I said "you'll think this is a love song but it's not this song is about someone whose being distant or there's distance between them remember no matter how far you are from them they'll always be on your mind don't forget someone just because you aren't with them" I took the headphones off I walked out the booth I got a water bottle and chips I saw the girls looking at me I said "well get in the booth please we need to record" they walked in the booth I could feel Lauren staring at me I thought 'green eyed bitch' I went to Tyler I whispered "it's been 2 days how's everything been?" He said "it's been good but um she got back with Noah" I clenched my first I said "Simon give me something to punch idc what it give me something" He held up to clip boards I punched right through them I muttered "fucking hell" I said "has he said anything to you?" He said "no but I heard him talking on the phone yesterday he basically is just gonna make sure Lauren never wants us back in her life" I said "not like we're in it anyways he already accomplished his goal" he said "oh I know" I chuckled I said "si were gonna go to Dunkin you want anything? Jack? " jack said "just a black coffee" Simon said "a French vanilla coffee please" we walked out it was a 4 minute walk we order 9 drinks 2 dozen donuts and 14 orders of hash browns the cashier looked at us like were crazy we got everything and we walked back we walked in the studio they were writing we put everything done gave everyone their drinks and let them pick what they wanted to eat I said "jack play it" he did I messed with it I cleaned it up so you could sorta hear parts of their voices in individually I said "here it's better" I played it jack high fived me he said "what'd you do to it?" I said "well you just recorded Lauren's part so without what I did it sounds like this" I played it I said "with what I did it sounds like this" He said "yeah but what'd you do?" I said "oh I made it to wear you could hear at least parts of each of their voices" he nodded I was drinking my coffee my phone rung it was by Simon he looked at it he said "it's Demi" I was confused I answered I said "yeah dems?" She said "where are you?" I said "do you mean right now? Or the past 2 days?" She said "right now" I said "oh at synco in studio C" she said "be there in 10" I hung up I looked at Simon I said "your favorite will be here in 10" he said "oh wonderful" I rolled my eyes the girls were recording someone hugged me from behind I said "what's dems?" She said "where you been the part 2 Days?" I turned around I whispered "staying at Simons Lauren's been distant so I left Tyler told me today she's back with Noah" she chuckled and said "of course bad decisions come with horrible outcomes" I said "yep they'll learn eventually" the girls were on the couch being whiter my phone was in front of me and it dinged I looked at it and it was Lauren's contact name I said "dem did you finish recording daddy issues?" She said "yeah I was trying not to laugh while singing it" i said "I laughed when I saw the title" she said "really?" I said "yeah watch" I looked at Dinah and Normani I said "Dinah Normani if you saw a song call daddy issues would you laugh at the title?" They said "um duh why?" I said "because that's Demi's new song" they started laughing I said "see I told you but it's a good song" she kissed my head she whispered "I'm dating Selena also" I spit out my drink I said "excuse me? You're doing what? When did this happen?" She said "2 months ago?" I said "and I was not informed why?" She said "shit idk i forgot" I said "bitch we talk everyday how do you forget you love someone?" She said "just like she forgot" I sighed I said "fair point but I'm happy for you dems" she said "I gotta go come over soon we will talk" I nodded I looked at the next track I said "okay Lauren get in the booth you're singing the chorus" she got up and got in the perfect she sang
"Everyone comes with scars but you can love them away I told you that I wasn't perfect you told me the same I think that's where we belong together and unashamed I told you that I wasn't perfect no way no way way no way no way"
I sighed and looked down I went to my pictures I looked at a picture of my old best friend she got adopted and just left it was the last picture I had of her I was about to delete it Tyler grabbed my hand he got next to me he said "y/n don't you know you'll regret it you love that picture don't" i canceled it I started deleting pictures of me and Lauren there was one I stopped on it was one she took of me sleeping on her chest I smiled and I felt a tear go down my cheek Tyler wiped it he said "don't do it y/n we both said before keep the pictures even if they hurt you because you can remember the person they were at that time" I nodded and locked my phone Simon said "okay you girls are done for today" they nodded ally said "y/n you coming with?" Tyler whispered "just come home me ally and Camila finished your room why the other 3 weren't there Dinah and Normani miss you too" I sighed I said "yeah I guess just let me get my bag from Simons office" Tyler walked with him I said "so how'd you design it?" He said "oh like you asked one wall in a Charlie board wall then you have a flat screen TVs a queen size bed with a n all white comforter we bought you 3 guitars we hung 2 on the wall and then 3rd one is electric guitar um we got you a book case and we also got a desk on your desk is our laptop and there's a sound system so you can plug it in and makes the beats correctly there's also a microphone like the ones you use when you're sitting down with a guitar you have everything you need we also got some new sketch books and canvas" I said "thank you for everything" he said "you're my sister y/n I'll alway support you" we got outside we saw the girls getting bombarded by paparazzi I yelled "STOP!" They all froze I said "MOVE THE FUCK BACK THEIR HUMAN BEINGS NOW SOME GOD DAMN OBJECTS YOU CAN SELL" They all moved back and there was the 5 girls in the middle they all continued walking to the van me and Tyler got in the back back Camila sat in between us I put my headphones is and started listening to the song amnesia Tyler recorded I wiped the tear off my cheek Camila opened her arms for me I leaned into them I sighed it felt good to be next to someone again we got home and I saw Noah waiting for Lauren I rolled my eyes I said "ty can I get on your back?" He nodded at the same time I slapped Camilas butt She squeaked I said "love your Cuban butt" she chuckled we ran inside past Noah and Lauren didn't give a single fuck about them we ran upstairs with ally behind us and straight to my room we got in I saw "woah thank you guys exactly what I wanted" they smiled I put my bag down I grabbed the guitar both acoustic and electric me Tyler and Camila went and sat on the stares I heard Lauren say "y/n you can't sleep in our room this week" without looking up I said "k have fun with the scum bag sitting next to you" I tuned her out after they then I felt a sting on my face I snapped out of it I looked up and she was standing there I said "idk why you hit me I just said the truth but thank you for the slap" she said "you called him a scum bag and why you say thank you?" I said "I know i did because he is and I said thank you because you just confirmed you're like my mother just without the alcohol but please both of you go out get drunk come back Lauren hit me and you'll be exact copy woopy fucking do" I started strumming my guitar again she took it from me she said "you aren't getting this back" I shrugged I said "okay I have like 6 more just go back to your boyfriend Lauren" she walked away she walked in the kitchen Noah said "you know I'm gonna make sure she never wants you back in your life" I said "yeah but you forgot one thing?" He said "what?" I said "she doesn't want us in it anyways so your goal was accomplished a month ago would you like a fucking cookie for your accomplishment" Camila was sitting next to us he went in the kitchen I said "he about to fake something" she came out and yelled "Y/N WHYD YOU HIT NOAH?" I said "who was right I was" I chuckled I said "exactly when did I hit him?" She yelled "just a minute ago what now you don't remember?" I said "or maybe because it never happened I literally haven't moved" she said "WELL HE SAID YOU HIT HIM" I said "mhm interesting okay well then I must of been faster then the speed of light but whatever Lauren unless you wanna actually talk about something real stop fucking talking and stop fucking yelling at me oh and btw you guys have to be at the studio tomorrow and he's not aloud in Simon doesn't like him" she said "I'll bring him if I want to" I said "okay have fun with that one"