Adoption (fifth harmony/you)

Thoughts

Tyler's POV
I'm worried about y/n honestly since the jaureguis and the cabellos got here she's kinda just been quiet in her own world I know losing Lauren hurts her she loved Lauren I know she still does I hear her crying at night in her room for Lauren she doesn't believe she's good enough she feels worthless her nightmares and flashbacks are getting worst and I don't know what to do right now she's locked herself in her room I know she's silently crying because I have a key to her door I unlocked in and she was curled in a ball crying silently so no one heard her but I just walked out and locked her room again I know how y/n is her demons they'll come out to play soon and it's gonna destroy her there's only one person whose ever been able to fully make y/n's demons to go away and make her whole again and that's Camilta you see camilta she's well she's a friend but she's sorta like a cousin she's 14 but she's the richest teen in America if it gets worst I will have to call camilta and we haven't seen her in 3 years anyways right now everyone is down stairs except y/n were all at kitchen table eating Camila said "where's y/n?" I said "in her room leave her alone please" Lauren said "no she needs to eat with us" she went to get up i gritted my teeth I got up I said "leave her alone Lauren don't act like you care just because your families here when you give a less shit about me and y/n I said leave her alone that means leave her alone Lauren end of story" I went upstairs to the studio I started writing about y/n thoughts she's told me before what her demons say I just was writing and writing everyone ended up coming into the studio even Lauren and Noah I rolled my eyes I was making the beat Camila stood next to me she said "did you just write this?" I nodded I said "just I need you to listen to the lyrics" she looked confused but nodded she read the top of the paper she said "this about y/n?" I nodded I got in the studio and I started

"Little girl terrified
She'd leave her room if only bruises would heal
A home is no place to hide
Her heart is breaking from the pain that she feels
[CHORUS]
Every day's the same
She fights to find her way
She hurts, she breaks, she hides, and tries to pray
She wonders why, does anyone ever hear her when she cries?
Today she's turning sixteen
Everyone's singing, but she can't seem to smile
They never get past arms length
How could they act like everything is alright?
Pulling down her long sleeves
To cover all the memories the scars leave
She says, "Maybe making me bleed
will be the answer that could wash the slate clean."
[CHORUS]
This is the dark before the dawn
The storm before the peace
Don't be afraid 'cause seasons change and
God is watching over you
He hears you
Every day's the same
She fights to find her way
She hurts, she breaks, she hides, and tries to pray
She'll be just fine, 'cause I know he hears her when she cries
Every day's the same
She fights to find her way
She hurts, she breaks, she hides, and tries to pray
She'll be just fine, 'cause I know he hears her when she cries
She'll be just fine, 'cause I know he hears her when she cries"
I walked out of the booth Clara said "you have a good voice" I said "thank you listen to this" I played a song y/n recorded called Steven it's about suicide I just sat there let it play in the speakers

"Yeah, look
Let me tell you about a kid named Steven
He's slowly running out of things to believe in
Every couple of months his mom leaves him,
for no good reason his step-dad beats him
Not too many friends, only ever had a few of them,
but recently they don't want anything to do with him
Always eating lunch in the bathroom stall,
he just wants to feel normal and be cool again, yeah
Always feeling like the outcast, he's been going crazy ever since his dad passed
He needs guidance and advice but instead
he only has breakdowns and flashbacks of the car crash uh
It's been getting harder everyday, if he was still around everything would be OK
'Cause his dad was always the light at the end of the tunnel,
but now that same damn tunnel is looking dark and grey
He keeps quiet in the back of the class
and when the bell rings Steven hurries home fast
scared to death the other kids will kick his ass on the long walk home
'Cause its happened in the past so
He's getting used to the black eyes and fat lips
but all he's got is a fake smile and cut wrists
Wishin' he could walk right up to them and show them the scars
and say look you're the reason that I've done this
Maybe they would finally understand and go back to how it was before it all began
But he's just a little different so they taunt him and they beat him
Yeah it's all just fun and games, they don't give a damn, yeah
His older brother ain't around, in and out of jail, hanging with the wrong crowd
He's been doing coke, smoking weed, getting drunk all his life he's a shame
no, he's not too proud
Now his habits are rubbing off on his little bro yeah, but guess what?
Little did he know that every time he did a line,
every time he lit a joint,
every time he took a shot he would set the mode,
So Steven's sitting in his room getting high now
Doors locked, music up, with his lights out
He just takes another toke til his room fills with smoke
5-6-7 hours til he knocks out
Now he started stealing pills from his mom
8-9-10 at a time and now they're gone
and maybe for a moment all his problems seem to fade,
but the high fades too after not too long
and that's when it really sinks in and that's when it hits him
that these god damn drugs won't fix him
Curled up on the floor, can't take it anymore
Now he's talking to God 'cause he's the only one that gets him
On his knees, looking up, can't stop crying
"God I know we haven't talked in a long time
but this time I really need you. Please God help me, say something
just give me a sign, because now I'm falling apart and
I don't think that I can do it. Please God, give me the strength
to pull through it. Tell me, Should I give up? I could end it all right now.
I just don't know if I'm brave enough to do it.
'Cause there's gotta be a better way than suicide.
Try to wait it out, give it time, you'll be fine.
But it's been so long and I still haven't been able to get rid
of all the thoughts that I feel inside. So sick, so angry, so mad
and to top it off no one even knows that"
That's when he stood up, wiped his tears, walked over to his desk
and got a pen and a notepad
He just couldn't see it getting any better
So on a cold dark night in December, Steven knew exactly what he had to do
But first he sat down and wrote a couple letters
One to his step-dad, one to his mother,
couple to the kids at school, one to his brother
Bringing them the pain that they once brought him
tear drops on the paper one after another
Yeah, I hope that you all feel guilty.
'Cause I'm broken now and you can't heal me
And now you're all an accomplice in murder
each and every one of you has chipped in to kill me
So the reason that I'm writing you this evening,
is to say goodbye and to tell you that I'm leaving
But don't hold your breath 'cause I ain't never coming back
Sincerely yours, Steven"
Mike said "who is that? They have a lot of pain in their voice" I nodded I said "y/n she wrote it she sung it she produced it that's her voice" Clara said "did her voice change? It wasn't like that last time we heard her sing?" I sighed I shook my head I said "it didn't change you just noticed the pain in her voice" I walked out of the studio and went in laid in bed and thought
It's been a week now since y/n locked herself in her room after everyone go to sleep at night I do check on her make sure she's breathing 95% of the time she's crying I thought 'time to text camilta' I sighed I got my phone I texted camilta
Me-camilta where are you right now?
Camilta-um Paris why?
Me-I need you LA badly like now
Camilta - Tyler whats happening?
Me - y/n she locked herself in her room a week ago she refuses to come out I've checked on her a couple times at night just to make sure she's still breathing all she's been doing is crying and crying I don't know what to do I can't get her out her demons are gonna come out to play soon I know the recents things that happened helping either
Camilta - fuck okay this can't happen again y/n's demons can't come out to play again because she will be destroyed this time in give me 4 hours I'll be there I promise just give me the address
Me -"random address"
I sighed I was glad camilta would come shes the one person besides me who knows y/n inside and out y/n she blames herself for our parents being drug addicts and alcoholics she's blames herself for not being the perfect kid so that our parents would care I got up I went and sat on the stairs and just waited for camilta
4 hours later the doorbell rang Lauren opened it she said "who are you?" The person said "Tyler come here" I looked I saw camilta I smiled I got up i hugged her I said "Camilta" she hugged me back she put her bag down she said "where is she?" I said "upstairs go left 2 door" she was about to go she turned around she said "give me it" I sighed I got the key out of my pocket I gave it to her she ran upstairs Dinah said "who was that?" I said "that's camilta we've know her since we were 6 she's the only other person besides me who knows y/n inside and out the only one who will get her out of that room" Lauren looked a little sad but they nodded
Camiltas POV
When Tyler texted me I was worried because they usually only text me when it's emergency or y/n she checks in on me when he said about y/ns demons I knew I had to fly back anyways I'm standing in front of y/n's door right now I unlocked it and I walked it I shut it behind me what I saw broke my heart y/n she was curled up in a ball rocking back and forth crying I went and kneeled in front of her bed I said "y/n" she looked she said "Camilta is it really you?" I said "shh I'm here babygirl shh come here" she laid in my arms i kissed her forehead I let calm down for a few minutes I said "can you do something for me babygirl?"'she nodded I said "can you go shower and change clothes just take a hot shower let it relax your body and meet me down stairs?" She said "anything for you camilta" I kissed her forehead I helped her get up and in the shower I put clothes in the counter and went down stairs I went into the living room everyone was there Tyler said "she gonna be okay?" I rubbed my forehead I said "I don't know right now she's in the shower after that I'm just take her somewhere get her mind off things" she nodded a girl with green eyes said "how are you gonna do that? You don't look old enough to drive" I said "my driver will take us" Tyler said "oh hey how was Paris? And how's your mom?" I said "Paris same as always and moms great actually she's expanding again" I rolled my eyes one with blonde said "who exactly are you?" I said "oh sorry I'm camilta Cortez I'm the richest teen in America my parents are Chloe and KC Cortez we own Cortez industries we have businesses all over the world honestly were expanding to Paris and London now but our main building is in New York" a girl that was really short said "how old are you?" I said "14 I was in Paris when Tyler texted me and told me about what happening with y/n I got on our private jet and flew straight here" they nodded we were waiting I heard "Camilta" I looked I saw y/n at the top of the stairs she said "it's hurts" I sighed I got up I walked up to her I put her on my back I carried her into the kitchen I set her on the counter I gave her water and a banana I said "eat and drink" she nodded the girls were watching us I said "mentally or physically?" She said "both" I sighed I said "stay there hold on" I went back to the girls I said "Tyler what the hell triggered this?" He sighed he said "part of Lauren did and then the other part was the fact that were running 5 companies now" I said "the Lauren part I know about y/n told me already but why 5? You only owned synco and def Jam last time" he said " we just found out like almost 2 weeks my parents owned 3 different companies when they died they left them to us we took them over we had to rebuild the companies because they were in debt and completely off" I sighed I rubbed my forehead I said "she's hurting mentally and physically ty" a little girl that looked 9 said "what's wrong with y/n?" I sighed I sat on the ground she sat in front of me I said "you see little one y/n she's very very smart just like Tyler is but y/n she has demons the demons are things you hear inside your head that are telling you you're not good enough or you're not strong enough they wanna won the battle and y/n she keeps in all inside so it comes to a point where she hurts in her mind and in her body and that's what happening little one princess y/n is in a lot of pain and there's not much we can do except support her and help her fight the demons away but what's your name?" She said "I'm Sofia" I said "well Sofia you wanna come help me with y/n?" She said "yeah I don't like seeing y/n sad" I picked her up I said "wait whose Lauren?" The one with green eyes raised her hand I nodded I thought I said "I'm not gonna yell at you or anything all I'm gonna say is I've done some digging on your boyfriend Noah I wanted to know if he was actually worth it for you to give up y/n and Tyler" I sighed I shook my head " your boyfriend buried all of his posts arrest so no one could find them his past arrest included attempted murder, break n entering, also a battery charge just think about it lauren are you really gonna give up 2 kids who love you more then anything in this world for a guy who has never loved you and the guy who at one point implanted a micro chip in you to control you is your boyfriend really worth losing 2 amazing kids in the end??"