Adoption (fifth harmony/you)

Talking to taylor

Taylor's POV
We were all playing soccer just kicking the ball back and forth when I noticed y/n wasn't with us I looked for her I found her by the lake I went to her I said "hey you okay?" She looked at me and said "always am always have to be" I said "did you believe Noah last night when he said you were talentless?" She said "no I didn't because  the thing is Noah doesn't like us he did a bunch of shit in LA to make sure Lauren hates me the most but like I told Camila I'm not gonna argue with him or say anything back because everyone has opinion on everyone you can think whatever you want about someone but unless they ask for your opinion you have no right to give it to them they opinion of you is based off looks they don't know you no one knows the real you except you" I said "how do you feel y/n?" She said "do you mean like sick wise or like mentally?" I said "mentally" she said "ill always tell you I'm okay even if I'm breaking down in front of you 10 years of my life me and Tyler were told we were nothing Tyler learned he was something we both are experts in music and art we can do it all but I'll never be able to forget it when I went upstairs last night it was because I was getting flashbacks mentally I feel numb and drained I'm tired but I don't bother with it I know your family is disappointed in me and Tyler but what would you do if someone was trying to kill you and Chris or you and Lauren? You would risk your life because their your sibling which is what me and Tyler did it was either we kill our parents or we be killed I guess it was just easier because it freed us from the hold they had on us I might look confident and happy but I'm just a shattered girl suffering through the pain but it happens nothing I can do about it I'm just glad we have the girls were the closest with Camila we used to be close with Lauren but she chose Noah over all of us so that was her choice like I said before we may not like the choices people make but we don't have a right to judge them that's their life not ours" I got up and walked away I walked out our parents sinu and Alejandro said "what's with the face you're making?" I said "nothing she's just really fucking smart for a 11 year old" sinu said "you do realize they have both high school and college diplomas already right? Y/n is like a walking fucking book she just pulls quotes or life lessons out of no where" I chuckled
Y/n's POV
After the talk about Taylor I was writing a song basically about how not everything is as it seems I called "listen" I got up with my guitar and went and sat next sinu I put my book down she said "is that your new song?" I said "yeah I just finished it after talking to Taylor" Alejandro said "sing it" I nodded I started strumming

"Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen, to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning
To find release
Oh, the time has come
For my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own
All cause you won't
Listen
[Chorus:]
Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home, in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say what's on my mind
You should have known
Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I gotta find my own
You should have listened
There is someone here inside
Someone I'd thought had died
So long ago
Oh, I'm screaming out, and my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed aside or worse
Into your own
All cause you won't
Listen
[Chorus:]
Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home, in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say what's on my mind
You should have known
Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I gotta find my own
I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't
If you won't
Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start
But I will complete
Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you've made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I gotta find my own
My own"
Sinu said "proud of you y/n" I said "thank you mama C" she nodded