Random drafts

ONE DAY ( random Drama in life)

Is that how things work? You pull in effort after effort just to leave her hanging in a blink of an eye? Does your relationship mean so less to you that the girl you left was the very girl you were most closed with?

I hear those things over and over again as if a waterfall of questions come crashing down my shivering small boat called life, as if a handful of pipes has been given to me but somehow, I can never sink through to move on, as if the hammer of Asgard has given me its loyalty but some how, these lighting bolts called revoked memories are more of my priority. Nothing seems to click in, I was unfair as fuck, I can't go back through memories because I'll know What I did was unfair, she gave me her heart when I only gave her my fingers as if she gave me Zeus when I can only afford to give her Hercules. Mistakes leaves us scars, but that doesn't mean we'll never do it again, a level can be done but we can play it again so why can't my mind replay and go back to when I wasted a girl like you, it was never typical to leave someone, especially my best friend.

Memories come and go but the feelings inside every mistake, every wrong decision and every fucked up ending had already scarred me, but somehow, it continues to overkill my useless life like getting the sixth kill on a penta kill, like getting 101 percent of a map only capable of being 100, it hurts seeing myself get in pain every time I remember all my fake truths and beautiful lies but it hurts more seeing you hurt from it.

Sorry

PENNYTHEKILLER