Out Loud ; Luke Hemmings

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"Your laughter haunts me like a ringing in my ear. you left me long ago, you're still everywhere"

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"Happy Anniversary love" Luke kissed me after saying that. We are both in a ferris wheel, having our time together, celebrating our anniversary. I always loved ferris wheels as a kid, he knew that.

We just finished having our very special dinner together, the dinner was reserved only for the both of us, the food was amazing I loved it, Calum and Ashton were the "waiters" and I found it cute and funny at the same time. It was everything I wanted. Right after our dinner we headed to the ferris wheel. It was near the place we ate dinner.

"Can you believe we've been together for 2 years now?" I said. "I know right, I just love you so much. I'll never let you go" He said to me leaning on my head that was rested on his shoulder. "Im so grateful to have you. I dont deserve you". "You deserve me and I deserve you. We're meant for each other"

"You're so chessy, I love you" I said, squeezing his cheeks in a playful way. He giggled. His giggles, his laughs are so cute, I love it. "Is it weird that I find your laughs and giggles cute?" I asked and he chuckled "No, I find yours cute as well" He grinned, his smile is amazing.

"Please don't ever leave me"

"I won't"

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Guess what? Im here. Yes, where we had our 2nd anniversary celebration. Not where we had the dinner but our moment together, our special moment. The ferris wheel. But your presence is gone. I'm here, looking at the view, alone.

Remember I said I loved your laughs and giggles? I still do. I still hear it, but it's just all in my head.

Im trying so hard to move on but its so fucking hard. I love you so much Luke. You said you'll never leave me? you did. It's so hard to cope with the pain Luke. I know it's not your fault, it's not my fault either. I wish you would just come back.