Sweet Dreams || KPOP One-shots

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Group: EXO
Member: Oh Sehun
Theme: Angst, Supernatural, Fluff

— Touch —

Your hands wrapped around your notebook, feeling its roughness under your tips. You sighed as you stared at the sunset, whispering a goodbye as it slowly sink down from your sight.

Your feet were comfortable in contact with the white sand as you stayed sitting near the clear ocean before you.

This has been your life in the past few years.

Peaceful.
Quiet.
Unbothered.

Alone.

For the first years, you've been trying to come to a conclusion why were you left in the middle of nowhere. A poor fourteen girl who do not know where she is or why was she even in that unknown place.

That was you.

But as you grew older in this unending darkness, you stopped trying.

You stopped fooling yourself that someone would want you to come back.

You knew your father didn't want you. He has a new family, a wife and daughter that didn't even like you. What's the point of keeping you?

What's the point of sheltering an unwanted kid?

You just chose to continue living this unfortunate life of yours and easily found comfort in the simple environment you're with. The gigantic trees that kept you shaded under the blazing sun, the singing of the birds that wakes you up in the morning, the fruits and vegetables growing that made you live healthily unlike before, and of course, the wind that caresses your skin when you felt lonely.

You got contented with everything.

I'm alive, that is what's important.

You kept on thinking that every single day.

But a life without having a single purpose in this world is hard to live on.

It's even surprising you haven't thought of killing yourself as no one will even know if you did. It seems like there's something stopping you from even thinking about it. Maybe your want to live, even if you're alone, or your mom's last words to you before she died.

"Live with a kind heart, struggle with a determined mind, and love with all of you."

You thought that you've always been good with every person you meet, you treat them all equally and never judge them whatever they look like or act like. You struggled with studies before but you never thought of giving up and failing your subjects, and now, you're struggling living in the woods without thinking of jumping off a cliff.

The thing is, you've never got the chance to love.

Yes, you loved your mother until now, even your damned father and his family.

You just never got anything in return after your mom left this cruel world.

That's why you want to at least hope that you'll meet someone in the middle of nowhere—

You chuckled at your silly thought.

"Ah, (y/n). I think you need to wake up from that dream." You mumbled to yourself as you folded your legs up to your chest, feeling the cold air that was starting to make its presence known. "Who'll go inside that abandoned forest? Hunters? Even if someone got here, who'll like to encounter a girl like me?" You felt the wind blow harder as if disagreeing with your statement.