I'm in constant brood of your opulent smiles. How words from your soft cadence used to brush against my skin like a zephyr whenever you speak.
Goodbyes,strong thoughts of why do you go? What have i done wrong? Why do i get close to someone and they end up leaving?
I still smell your sillage lingering on my t-shirts,and your eyes piercing through my dreams whenever i try to sleep.
My subconscious still believes you're his soulmate,it's making me suffer,I'm trying to break free of these chains that's squeezing the little light that's left to help me see through the hell I'm in.
You go but it was never because of the disagreements we had,life just have it's way of bringing karma to one's doorstep.
I've been completely verklempt,but somehow I'm not mad because i understand my punishment,I've broken too many hearts.
But your goodbye is the one that crushes me,because i took you for my muse,now alcohol and drugs are my nepenthe.
Your goodbye was the only one of them that made me cry.
Now I'm locked up in an invisible prison MY MIND! trying to escape so i can start loving myself again or at least feel a little less guilt from all the hearts I've broken.
KARMA REALLY IS A BITCH !
