I have no dreams anymore,my reflection doesn't even appears in the mirror when i take a quick glimpse.
My consciousness is being deteriorated into nothingness,i can't even recognise my own self burning with my pain as my fuel,always so desperately trying to rise from my own ashes like a Phoenix with wings made of priceless jewels.
I need to rehabilitate my soul mending all the broken spots,furnishing and preserving the few parts that's left before i totally forgot what it's like to feel alive.
My dreams turns to nightmares killing every happy ending whenever I'm sober,drugs are beginning to be my comfort soothing the pain whenever they arises.
All i can say is i don't know myself anymore,my dreams now seems like visions of emptiness which can't be filled by love or any other emotion.
