Where am i? Why are my eyes cloudy? Am i lost in my imagination of what should've been and what is?
Do i really not know the difference anymore between conscious and unconsciousness?
Between lost and found or high and low? I suddenly feel like i don't have enough energy to go on anymore.
I'm searching my inner self desperately for my broken pieces dishing them out at a distant to try and overcome my fear of destroying myself by over thinking.
Blinking uncontrollably at time passing me by,looking like a lonely stranger in need of a hug for comfort.
My home isn't here! I'm too out of place and this feeling is feeding off me like a parasite slowly eating away it's prey.
These hurricanes that i attract is tearing what and whoever i love apart,breaking whatever bond we once had,turning them into hearts of fire filled with grudges.
My tornadoes are monstrous destroying everything in their way,my anger is their fuel,my fear is what calms them down but i can't find the courage to fight them off anymore.
