Jack x Reader One-Shots/Trilogies

Depression

As you can tell by the title of this chapter, it's going to contain some pretty sad/suicidal things like self harming so please continue reading at your own risk and I love you all 💕

It's been quiet at the bunker since my twin sister passed away. Sam and Dean have been pretty supportive, same with Jack.

Though, since I haven't known Jack for long I've been pushing him away. I've known Sam and Dean almost my whole life and I'm comfortable with them... but Jack.

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It was a quiet Sunday afternoon and Sam and Dean were on a hunt. Of course I had to stay and watch Jack. I honestly wanted to hunt my anger out but Sam assured I stayed here.

I was lying on my bed looking up at the ceiling, thinking about my twin sister (T/S/N) < [Twin Sister Name]. Tears began pouring from my eyes as I sat up.

It was my fault.

I got a dark thought in my head. I was going to do something that I haven't in years because I knew it was wrong.

I walked to the bathroom and closed the door shut, locking it. I opened the cabinet door and grabbed a shaving razor. I managed to get the blade out and I sighed in disgust.
I don't deserve to live.

I slid the razor down my arm as warm liquid began pouring out.
"F-fuck!" I shouted.

I continued doing this with the other arm until I collapsed on the ground. I was bleeding out terribly, and just began sobbing.

"Y/N? Is everything alright in there?" I heard Jack's voice behind the door.
"Go away, I'm doing what's right!" I shouted.

I heard Jack getting restless and jiggling the doorknob frantically.
"Open up now! Please Y/N, don't do this!" He screamed. I didn't listen and tears fell down my face as I bled out terribly.

The scent of blood filled the air and it's when Jack was banging harder. It was as if he was punching the door open. I heard grunting and next thing I new the door was bashed in.

I looked up at Jack with sad eyes, and back down at my wrists.
"Y/N no!" He screamed, throwing the razor out of my hand. He grabbed me by the shoulders.
"What the hell are you thinking?!" He asked me, fury with anger.
"I could've saved her.." I cried, tears sliding down my cheeks.

Jack frowned and embraced me in a tight hug.
"You couldn't save her. She knew what she was doing when she fought that werewolf. I'm sorry Y/N." His words echoed through my mind as I began closing my eyes.
"Y/N..? Oh fuck!" He cursed at himself as he picked up my body.

He ran to my bedroom and placed me on my bed.
"Y/N don't die on me!" He ran out of the room trying to find first aid but it was no use. He ran back towards my cold body and grabbed my wrists, closing his eyes.

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I woke up drenched in blood but with no open wound. I saw that Jack was in my room, by my side.
"Jack..?"

He shot is head back at me and smiled.
"My god, it worked.." He gasped.
"What did?" I asked, confused.

"I healed you Y/N. You were practically gone.." He mumbled. Tears fell down my cheek, remembering what I did. Jack wiped them and lifted up my chin.
"What happened to your sister, wasn't your fault. You need to realize that it was her time and you couldn't do anything to change that." He said.

I sighed and hugged Jack.
"Thank you for saving me.. I guess." I whispered. Jack squeezed me tight and I looked at him. I smiled and kissed his soft lips.

Flushed, he looked at me.
"W-what was that for?" He asked, like an adorable child. I smiled and responded,
"For being my hero."

Sorry for the sad chapter! I'm going to update again maybe tonite if I can.

Love ya 💓