Jack x Reader One-Shots/Trilogies

What We Fear

You've been tortured by Lucifer before. Along with the boys, you've been in hell.

All you can see when you look at him.. is Lucifer.

I shot awake from my reoccurring nightmare. Like usual I was sweating so I got out of bed towards the steamy shower.

When I eventually got out I bumped into Jack and shivered when our skin touched.
"Oh sorry Y/N, didn't see you there." He apologized.

I didn't look up at him because if I did, all I would see is Lucifer.
"It's... fine." Before I began walking away I peeked up at Jack's face and saw  nothing but Lucifer's glowing eyes. I shrieked and ran towards my bedroom, shutting it close behind me.

"I-its not him." I whispered.
"Jack's.... good." I began sobbing because of the tragic memories.

"Scream all you want Y/N Sam and Dean won't hear you!" Lucifer laughed.

I was sobbing uncontrollably as he jabbed needles into my skin, stripping me of my own flesh.

"Sam! Dean!" I sobbed.

~

Dean woke me up as I was screaming on the floor.
"Y/N! Y/N!" He began shaking me as I was shouting his and Sam's names.

My eyes shot open and suddenly I stopped.
"Dean?" I croaked.

I hugged him tight and began crying into his flannel.
"I see his face everyday through Jack..." I whispered.

Sam ended up running into the room and rushed to my side.
"Y/N... did you see him again?" He asked, with sorrow filled eyes.
"Y-yes."

~

I was sitting in the library as Sam and Dean were whisper arguing in the kitchen, but failed because I heard every word.

"Sam she's been like this for months! Y/N has lost all her sanity.. we need to do something." Dean yelled.
"Dean keep your voice down! I know we need to do something but really what can we do about this??" Sam responded.

The rest of the conversation was mumbled when I saw Jack enter the room.
"Y/N can we talk.. please?" He asked.

I didn't look at him, nor speak. I just shook my head yes as he sat down close to me.

"I've become aware you're seeing Lucifer in me... is this true?"
"Y-yes..." I whispered, shaking.

I heard Jack's depressing sigh and he put my hand in his.
"I want you to know that I'm sorry for what my father did to you. I don't know what he di-"
"Lucifer stripped me from my skin, dissected me, and let his hounds use my parts for chew toys Jack. That's what he did to me."

Jack squeezed my hand tight.
"I'm so sorry.. I'm not like him I swear!" His sudden raise of voice startled me and I felt as if I was having a mental breakdown.

"Hey! Jack get away from her, now isn't the time." Dean yelled, entering the room. Jack sighed once more and left the library with Sam.

"You alright kiddo?" He asked.
"Far from it actually.." I mumbled, wiping a tear.
"Y/N... we believe with how strong Jack is he could cure your damaged mind. We just need your consent to go through with it because it won't be fun." He replied, rubbing my shoulder.

"H-how?" I stuttered, looking up at him.
"It involves his creepy mojo crap which I don't understand but it'll work I promise." He assured.

I was so sick of everyday being the same nightmare so I nodded my head in agreement.
"I'll do it."

Dean smiled slightly and kissed my forehead.
"I'll get Sam and Jack then. Stay here."

~

We were all huddled together and Jack was sitting across from me.
"Y/N, in order for this to work you need to look at Jack." Sam spoke up.

My heart was beating fast and I didn't want to, but I had to. I looked up at Jack but back to my hands because of the fear.

"Y/N... please." Dean said.

I took a deep breath and looked up at Jack. We made long eye contact before he placed his hand on my head. I thought nothing was happening until everything went black.

I woke up in my bed, this time no nightmares. Feeling the best I've had in weeks I ran into the living room with much confidence.

"Sam! Dean!" I yelled.
"I think it worked!"

There wasn't an answer but someone did enter the room.

"Hello Y/N." I heard Jack's voice from behind me and I shivered.

Slowly, I turned around and looked at his feet, feeling flustered.
"It's alright Y/N, you can look at me."

I slowly guided my eyes to meet his and I gasped. For the first time I saw Jack and not Lucifer. I walked up to him and cupped his cheek, admiring his not similarity to Luci.

I laughed and hugged Jack tight.
"Thank you.." I didn't let go and Jack just wrapped his arms around me.

I must've got carried away because when I looked up to meet his eyes, I kissed him.

I flushed red and pulled away quickly.
"I-I'm sorry I don't know what-"

Jack pulled me back in, this time kissing me first.
"You have no idea how it felt loving a girl who only saw you as a monster..." He sighed.

I looked back into his emerald eyes and a tear slipped down my face.
"I-I'm sorry."

Jack's eyes never left mine and he held my hand in his.
"Don't be." He hugged me tight once more before Sam and Dean entered the room, with pleased faces.