He's Gone.. (part I)

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I've never thought Jack would just leave us like that... especially me. When he left us after accidentally killing the security guard, It ate me up inside.

"Dean I think you should check on Y/N... she hasn't come out in days." Sam sighed.

"Alright.. and Sam, any news on Jack?"

"No... not yet." He sighed, disappointed.

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I heard my door creek open and I sat up from my bed, wiping my falling tears.

"Hey girly.. you alright?" Dean asked, sitting on the edge of the bed.

"Define alright." I sighed.

"We're working on a way to find Jack and I promise we'll-"

"You can't find Jack. I've researched for hours Dean. I haven't even slept! No sign of Jack anywhere.." I cried.

Dean furrowed his brows and sighed deeply.

"You need to sleep Y/N, leave the research to Sam and I. Yeah, there has been no sign of him YET but I promise there eventually will.." Dean retorted, with a hint of anger in his voice.

"I'll skip the sleeping." I groaned, standing up.

"Whoa-whoa-whoa  where do you think you're going?" Dean asked, stepping in front of me.

"On a walk." I spat shoving Dean away.

"Hey, don't throw an attitude at me I'm older than you!" He barked.

"Fuck off...." I mumbled, leaving the bunker.

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I was walking around outside skipping stones and breaking sticks when I sensed something behind me. I thought maybe it was Sam or Dean, so I clenched my jaw tight.

"The hell you want...?" I growled.

"I want to talk to you." Said a familiar voice.

"J-Jack?"

I spun around and saw Jack inches away from me. Part of me wanted to slap the hell out of him and the other wanted me to kiss him.

"You're so stupid." I whispered, tears filling my eyes.

I started punching his chest, full of anger and tears.

"Y/N please calm down." Jack said grabbing my wrists like it was nothing.

"Calm down? Jack you've been gone for fucking weeks! Leaving me alone to cry at night and making me feel like shit!" I yelled.

Jack's eyes saddened and his grip on my wrists weakened.

"I'm sorry... it's for the best." He sighed.

"F-for the best?!" I laughed and ran my fingers through my hair, walking around him back to the bunker.

"Right." I growled under my breath.

"Y/N wait!" Jack grabbed my arm and stopped me from walking back.

"J-just hear me out!" He begged.

"You have three fucking minutes, until I walk away." I spat.

"I left to redeem myself to Sam and Dean.. especially you. I've been trying ways to go to different dimensions, to find your guys' mother." He confessed.

"We could have done that together Jack!"

"I-I know Y/N! I know. Though I didn't want to risk hurting you guys."

"Jack." I said walking closer to him.
"You leaving hurt me in every damn way possible."

I saw Jack's eyes turned glossy and it made me feel bad but I couldn't let my guard down yet.

"Just leave." I walked away expecting him to go away but he didn't give up. This time he grabbed me by the waist and put me close to him.

"God damnit Y/N! Stop being so complicated I fucking love you I'm so sorry! I shouldn't have left without properly consulting you and I... I should have seen you sooner I'm so sorry." A tear finally fell down Jack's soft cheek.

Guilt was eating me inside and I sighed deeply, hugging Jack. Non of us said anything because we both missed this. Jack tightened the hug, almost too tight.

"Jack... I can't say I'm not mad anymore, I'm just disappointed." I sighed into his chest.

"I know... I'm sorry."

I pulled away from him and pecked his lips.

"Can you please come back now? We're all scared for you." I whimpered.

"N-not yet.. I still need to confront someone.."

I clenched my fists and sighed, attempting to calm myself down.

"Does this someone have a name?" I asked, pretending like I was calm.

"All I can say for now is that he's a dreamwalker. And he could help deeply."

I bit my lip trying not to scream at him but I kept my cool.

"We can do that together." I smiled, putting his large hands in mine.

"I-I"m sorry I cannot." He embraced me in another tight hug never letting me go.

Before I could say anything he kissed me long and hard and before I could open my eyes he was gone.

"J-Jack... why?" Tears filled my eyes and I broke down then and there into sobs.

Part two tomorrow.

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