Love&War

Chapter 1

***Hey readers, so this is book 2 to Love and Work, if you have not read that one then this one will not make much sense. So if you haven't you should probably go check it out, if you have Enjoy the story. Much love for my fans.***

(Sarah's POV)

I am driving home since I just got off work at 4pm, and it was my first day back since I had my 2 month old son. When I get home I walk in the door and I see Lokei sleeping in his pack n play, and Elaina isn't home since she is with Rissa at her house for the day. I hear a soft moan coming from up stairs. So I slowly creep up stairs, as the farther I get up the steps the louder the moan gets. When I finally get to the top of the steps I slowly walk to my door and the moaning is louder and I slowly open my door and I see Maggie on top of Felix and she is moaning so loud. I walk into my room and I grab Maggie by her hair and I drag her off of Felix and I grab her clothes and I start to walk out of the bedroom with her hair in my hand.

"Hey what the hell we weren't done" Maggie screamed.

"I don't fucking care. you were just fucking my boyfriend of 3 years and the father of my 2 kids. So I don't care that you didn't finish you fucking whore." I yelled back.

I drag her the rest of the way out of the bedroom and I drag her down the steps, i get to the bottom of the steps and I open the door and i throw her outside and followed by her clothes. I then close the door and I walk back up stairs and I walk into the door way of the bedroom and Felix is standing in the middle of the room with just pants on but no shirt. I take one more step and I am inside the room and I look at him;

"Why? Just why? and why with Maggie.?" I said.

"I'm not sure it kinda just happened." Felix said

"Yeah because you know you just fell and your dick magically went inside her" I said

"Fine but a lot has changed between us" Felix said

"Like what" I said

"Well for starters ever since you had Lokei you have basically cut me off" Felix said

"Well guess what after having a baby, i technically wasn't allowed to have sex for 6 weeks because that's when i am most fertile and I would have ended up pregnant again. and we aren't having another baby." I said

"We could have had another baby" Felix said

"We can barely afford diapers, wipes and stuff for Lokei and Elaina now we defiantly wouldn't be able to afford a third one." I said

"We could have" Felix said getting angry.

"I think you should leave Felix" I said

"You wanna know something, I regret having kids with you I regret meeting you and flirting with you and i wish i would have never started talking to you" Felix said

"Really you regret having our children like how much of a asshole dad are you" I said as I get closer to him.

"Well i guess I am just gonna leave, Goodbye Sarah" Felix said getting nervous

Felix left and i walk down stairs and I sit down on the couch and i cried and after about 10 minutes I hear Lokei crying, i walk over to the pack n play and I pick him up and i change his diaper and I make him a bottle and i feed him the bottle and he ends up falling asleep in my arms. I get up slowly and i walk up stairs to his room and i lay him down in his crib and i slowly and softly walk out of his room and i walk down stairs and i sit on the couch and I pull out my phone;

me; Hey Becca are you working i need you

Becca; Girl i am at work you should know this I came in and relived you

me; Fuck I forgot my bad what you doing after work

Becca; You lol I don't know. you wanna slumber party?

me; Yes please.

I then text Bella;

Me; Hey you off?

Bella; Yes why

Me; Wanna come over I really need a friend right now

Bella; can I cuddle Lokei?

me; yes

After 10 minutes, i hear the door opens;

"Bella is here to make the day better" Bella said as she walks in and she walks over to me and sits beside me. "Whats wrong hun"

"So i worked 8am to 4pm and Felix had to watch Lokei since he was off and Elaina was at my friends house. So when i got off work i came straight home and i catch Felix having sex with Maggie in my bed." I said whiling crying.

"I am gonna whoop his ass." Bella said really loud.

After about 5 minutes later I head a small cry coming from up stairs and Bella jumps up and she heads for the steps.

"Baby cuddle times" Bella said as she runs up the steps. After a couple minutes I hear Bella coming down the steps and she comes over and sits beside me and she is holding Lokei, and he is full blown smiling and giggling and just one happy baby. After i take him and I change him and I had him back to her she ends up playing with him and he just keeps smiling and giggling and he eventually gets tired after about 2 hours of playing and eating, I end up having Bella take him up stairs since he fell asleep and as I am finishing up the dishes I hear someone walking into the kitchen and I look over and I see Rissa holding Elaina. We end up taking her upstairs and putting her to bed and we all walk down stairs and then Bella ends up leaving because she has to go to work, then Rissa gives me a hug and she leaves.

I sit on the couch and I turn on some tv when i hear my door open and i turn around and i see Becca come through the door way and she plops down on the love seat. After about 2 hours of watching tv, we decide we need to go to bed. So we shut the tv off, we head up the steps and i walk into my room and Becca walks into the guest room.

I end up falling asleep and I end up waking up to my phone vibrating and i look at my clock and it says 2am and I pick up my phone and its a text from Felix;

Felix; What do you work tomorrow?

Me; I don't.

Felix; Well I am coming to get my shit tomorrow.

Me; Well you can just get it off the yard cause that's the only good place your shit should be at.

Felix; Whatever Whore.

I end up starting to cry, I cry so hard that i am to the point of almost puking, I didn't sleep much that night.