Love&War

Chapter 3

Its been a month, and Becca officially moved in about 3 1/2 weeks ago. I get out of bed and I put on a white t shirt and a pair of black skinny jeans and my converse. Then I walk out of my room and I slowly and quietly open Elaina's room and she is sound asleep still and then I quietly close her door and I walking into Lokei's room, I pick him up causing him to wake up, I change his diaper and I then put him in a lion king onesie. Then I pick him up off the changing table and I grab his diaper bag and i walk down stairs. I set the diaper bag on the table at the bottom of the steps and i walking into the kitchen. I put Lokei in his high chair and I walk to the fridge and I grab a apple and a bottle of water. Then I put them on the counter and then I make him a bottle. I feed him, then i eat my apple and i drink my water and i throw my trash away and i walk into the living room and i walk to the table and I grab my keys and my phone and I grab his diaper bag and i walk outside an I put him in his carseat and I get in the front seat and i drive off to his appointment.

When we get to his appointment we check in and we instantly get called back, the nurse checks his height and weight and she tells me that he is normal for both and they set up his next check up and we leave. Once we get to the car we head home. Once we get home i walk in with Lokei in my arms and when we enter the door I can hear Elaina and Becca. I walk into the living room and they become silent.

"Don't get quiet just because mommy is home, but keep it down because i am gonna go put your brother down for a nap." I said as i walk up the steps.

When i get to the top of the steps i walk into Lokei's room and I lay him in his crib and he instantly falls asleep. I slowly walk out of his room and I close his door and i walk down stairs and i see Elaina eating cereal and i see Becca texting someone, probably Zues. i walk over to the couch and i plop down beside Becca.

"Guess what?" I said

"What? Chicken Butt?" Becca says confused.

"I think i am semi over Felix" I said

"So bar time?" Becca says

"Next pay check" I said

"Yes!" Becca says as she gets up and jumps around.

Elaina walks over to me "Mommy I seepy"

I get up off the couch and I follow her upstairs and into her room and she crawls into bed, I tuck her in and I kiss her for head. I slowly walk out of her room and i close her door and i walk down stairs and i walk over and i sit beside Becca, and she looks at me and smiles.

"You remember your friend from Virginia." Becca asked.

"of course." I said

"Have you spoken to him lately" Becca said

"Not since I told him I was getting with Felix" I said

"You should message him. Tell him your single and that you want to be with him and tell him how you still love him because i know you to well i know you weren't just in love with him till Felix came to you. Maybe he will take you back and it will actually work this time." Becca said

"I doubt he will talk to me since the last time i talked to him I broke his heart into pieces." I said

"Well you will never know unless you try" Becca said

"I will try sometime soon" I said

" I know what your thinking, your thinking its gonna be like that last time and Felix is gonna run back to you and tell you he wants you and his family back. But girl he doesn't deserve you. or your kids cause he is a dead beat dad who doesnt care about anyone but him self and the pussy he is currently fucking." Becca said