Love&War

Chapter 6

(Sarah's POV)

It's only been a week since the girls and I have went to the bar, and i have barely spoken to Derek, but i have spoken to Luke on a daily basis. 

I sit up in bed and i grab my phone, but i have no text messages and i finally put my feet to the floor and i walk down stairs and i grab a banana and a water and i walk into the living room and i i sit on the couch and i head my phone go off and i see that i have a text message.

Felix; So i find it funny you call me a bad dad but i just heard that you were out at the bar last week? Where were the kids Sarah?

Me; Listen Felix, maybe i wouldn't call you a bad dad if you would actually come see your kids. But do you? No. I am with them all the time unless I am working. But it was one time that i let there god mom watch them so i could go out and have 1 drink.. So don't even start on me about me being a bad mom again. So go somewhere with this shit Felix.

Felix; I bet Lokei isn't even mine, I bet he is Derek's.

Me; Really.. I was with you for three years and Lokei isn't even 9 months old. 

I waited for him to text me back and he never did. I gave up on waiting and i put my phone down and i walk to the kitchen and i throw my trash away. I then realize that the kids won't be home tonight because i have to work in the morning. I return back tot he couch and i grab my phone again and i check to see if he texted me back but he hasn't and i completely understand.

I head upstairs and i run some water and i fill up the bath tub till it hit the middle, i turned off the water and jumped in. As soon as i started to relax my phone started to ring. I grabbed my phone and just answered it without even looking.

"Hello" I said

"Hey what are you doing" Said the voice that i knew to well. It was Derek

"Just taking a bath, trying to relax" I said

"Well get out of the tub and come let me in" Derek said

But by the time i was about to say something i noticed he hung up. I jumped out of the tub and i ran to my room and i put on my lace underwear and a pair of short shorts and a red tank top. I ran down stairs and i opened the door and there stood Derek, in a green loose shirt and his shaggy brown hair looked liked he just woke up.  I moved away from the door, and he walked in and we walked over to the couch and sat down. I sat down and then he sat down, he then looked at me and i looked at him;

"Thought you weren't going to come see me Derek?" I said

"Well, I missed you. I needed to see you." Derek said.

"Derek, I want us to be together but i just don't think we are a good match anymore." I said

"Sarah, I still love you. I want us to be together, but it has to be the perfect timing were we aren't trying to get over ex's" Derek said.

"I have to use the restroom" I said as i got up and walked up the steps and i walked into the bathroom and i pulled out my phone and i seen i have a text message;

Luke; Hey what are you doing?

Me; Hanging out with my friend from Virginia. He came to visit. He was hoping to see the kids but they aren't home. What are you doing?

Luke; Hanging out with Felix at the mall.

Me; Oh My God! You told him, didn't you?

Luke; Tell him what?

Me; You told him i went to the bar last weekend and left the kids with my friend. Your the only one i can think of.. How am i this stupid to think that you were different

I put my phone down and flushed the toilet and walked to my room and sat my phone on my night stand and walked out of my room and headed back down stairs to a empty living room.

"Derek?" I said loudly

I then walked into the kitchen and seen he was getting a bottle of water out of my fridge and then we walked back into the living room and we sat there.

"So how long are you staying Derek" I asked

"I don't know yet. Maybe a night. Maybe a week. Maybe forever. Depends on what happens between us." He said

"Where do you plan on sleeping" I said smiling.

"Well i could sleep with you, or i could sleep on this couch and then when you fall asleep crawl in bed with you and cuddle you since i love to cuddle." He said smirking.

I laughed and looked at him " You can sleep in my bed just no funny business."

"I am a good boy i won't try to have my way with you even tho you would enjoy it very much." He said smiling. 

"You act as if i don't know you at all, Derek. I think i know  you better then you know your self" I said

He shrugged and didn't say anything, then i began to yawn.

"Is someone tired already? Its only 6PM" Derek said

"Mom life" I said smirking.

"I wouldn't know since i am not a mom or a dad to be exact" He said

I ignore his comment and i stand up and head upstairs, i decide i am going to change i take off my tank top and my short shorts then i notice my door open and there stood Derek. He kept staring, he didn't saying anything just stared.

I continued getting dressed, and then i crawled into bed. Derek took off his shirt and he took off his pants and pulled on his pj pants and walked over to my bed and crawled in and we shared my blanket and we both drifted off to sleep.

The next morning, i woke and i had a strong arm wrapped around me and i looked and i seen that Derek was snuggling up to me, i smiled and softly moved his arm and i crawled out of bed and went to the bathroom bring my phone with  me and i see i have a text message;

Luke; I promise i did not tell him. Can i come over when your friend leaves and talk to you.

Me; No.. Bye Luke.

I finished in the bathroom and went down stairs and laid on the couch and all i could think is how did i get into this situation. I have Derek who wants me and i have Luke who wants me and i have me who still wants Felix.