I'm Sorry

nineteen

"Brendon!" I yelled. "Hey.." he said. "I'm leaving.." I said. I pushed through the people. I started walking down the street, Brendon ran after. "Ash wait!" He yelled. I stopped, he got in front of me. "I'm sorry for getting a bit aggressive the other day. I can't apologize for Ryan's bitch ass, but I can for mine. I'm sorry." He said. I stared at him blankly. I walked around him, he tapped me on the shoulder. I turned around and he kissed me.

It was about 11:35p.m I was laying with Barry. I wasn't gonna tell him yet. I love him..

*Christmas day*
I walked down stairs with Barry. I walked into the kitchen, Brendon walked in with Claire. Barry walked in and smaked the plate outta my hand. "When were you gonna tell me!!!" He yelled as the plate shattered. "It wasn't me, He kissed me.. But I'm not gonna sit here and try to convince you something you don't belive." I said.  He nodded and stared at me cause I wasn't doing anything. He looked at Brendon. He shurgged, and pushed him to the ground looked at me and walked out. I went and sat out back on the porch swing, with just a blanket over me. I just say their.

*January 3rd 2017*
We go back to school today. I haven't talked to Barry since December 25th, that morning.. I walked to my locker, Barry's is only six down, I looked at him he looked at me. I shut my locker and walked by him to get to our home room. I sat in my spot, in the beginning of the year we chose to sit next to each other. He came in and stared at me and sat next to me. It wasn't awkward, just sad. I went to first period then went back to my home room, cause that's also my second period. I sat there with him next to me. "Work on this sheet with the person beside you, and keep the noise level down." The teacher said. I got the paper and began working alone. "Please talk to me." Barry said. I kinda started to cry. "I'm sorry, also for breaking the plate." Barry said. I shrugged and kept my head down. "Look at me please." He demanded. "What do you want from me?" I asked loudly. "You haven't talked to me sense Christmas, now that we have to deal with eachother here, were good. I never kissed him, nor would I want to, that's why I let you go that morning.. what ever I said you weren't gonna belive it cause you were hurt, I wasn't gonna sit their an waste my time to try and convince you. Yea the past week has been pretty hard with out you, but I've managed!" I said. It felt good to let it gi, he stared as I yelled. "Ashley, do you and Mr. Braungardt(sorry had to) need to step out?" The teacher asked. "Please!" I said standing up. He followed me out, I sat against the wall with my head in my hands. He sat next to me and leaned his head on me, I leaned on him. "So are you intending you wanna break up?" Barry asked. "No, that's the opposite of what I want, but I never kissed him, well intentionally." I said. He whipped my tears away. "I didn't belive Brendon, I was mad at him.. I'm sorry I took it out on you, I shouldn't have. We gotta fix this. One, you have half of my wardrobe." He began. I smirked. "Two, I love You!" He said. The principal approached us.