A person would see is buying friends
Buying gifts or money to give it to her friends
Friends so she can be popular & show off
Show off so she can have anything she wanted?
No all she wanted were friends that she can have
Having friends to laugh, trust, be there for you
You was something unexplainable
Unexplainable to find the right definition
Having a right definition was something else
Something else she'd never known to describe
Cuz to describe was all she'd known a lie
Caught in a lie is what her "friends" are known
To know what she gave away was nothing
Nothing at all she never meant buying friends
Meant to make them happy
Happy so she could be seen as a friend to them
Friends is all she fucking cared about
About how to be cherished by someone
Someone who gave a damn about her
That is when she saw me
Seeing me with you being friendly to you
Although you were different from me
I'd still talk no matter who you were
Standed out to her the most
Out of the most she never seen someone like me
Never seen anyone so happy
Happy that I got along with people so well
Well she thought I was being myself
To love myself isn't as easy to think
Thinking that I loved myself had to be a no
No I'd been forced into this mess of getting along
Along with everyone
Everyone been fake or been nice I guess
Guessing was hard cuz I didn't realize
Didn't realize what been a true friend like
Like her I was the one who never knew
Never known the word love until us was born
To be born is to start fresh
I started to think I'm helpless
Helpless like anybody in this world
Cuz this fucked up world there is no one
No one can open my eyes to see
Seeing things differently now
Now you were the one who opened my eyes
The eyes I opened for her were exactly like mine
Funny how my story is exactly like hers
