My heart for her was something incredible
I saw her
To me it was her
Although she was the one
I had feelings for y/n too
It was complicated hanging out with me
With me and my friends
Y/n would always hangout with us
It seemed that all my friends had a crush on
y/n
We were friends I thought she/he wasn't into me
I assuming things that weren't true
Cuz I always saw y/n with him
He was one of my best friends
His name was Suga
Suga had always had a crush on y/n
Yeah my other friends did have a crush on her/him
But they kept it a secret and didn't show it
The one brave enough to show love to y/n
Was Suga
Suga had been the most closest to her/him
I've been with her/him for the longest I've known
Longest not close
Jealous was my name for all I can remember
Yup the truth is that I've never shown my colors
To y/n it would've been so awkward
Awkward to talk to each other
I saw her/him as my friend I was hiding my feelings
It wasn't bothering me until she came along
The one I fell deeply in love
She was everything I loved
I didn't know what had happened to my brain
The moment was a mistake
For all I knew is that y/n and Suga were dating
That was my mistake so I started to cry
I had to move on with someone to accept me
Someone who would love me as I would love them
For me I liked her then I loved her
Seeing y/n with Suga
It's repetitive it keeps repeating in my brain
Making me more jealous
All I wanted to do was confess to y/n
Suga was in the way blocking me
Not as an enemy but as a best friend
How much I hated us for loving y/n
Y/n...y/n..y/n
Y/n why are you playing with my heart
You already heard my heart a million of times
Very cliche right?
I know I'm not original to come up with my own thoughts
Well that's not the point the point is I changed
I got selfish and ignorant
To the point she/he got scared of me
The unknown feeling of loving two people
I thought Suga was with y/n
Isn't it true! Isn't it! I saw her.....with y/n?
Must it be so painful to see them two together
I cannot let this happen
She is mine not hers/his
SHE IS MINE!
MINE!
What does y/n think to be with Suga and then
her
When I say she is mine she will be mine
Y/n you're going to pay back with torture
Torture to make her mine
Why did y/n come so angrily at me?
Tell me y/n!
She/he gave me a letter
Where is she? Already...de..dead?
No that can't be true that can't be!
My eyes were about cry
I can't look at y/n I can't but I did
It was over
Y/n was now on the ground
I never said sorry
I never thought
I'm a mistake
Suga knew
The other members knew
They were frustrated at me
What I called family
Were now against me
I said it wasn't my fault it was never my fault!
I told them it wasn't it was her/his fault
After that I couldn't stand it
Til then I don't know what happened
