Relationships

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Relationships

Two people loving each other unconditionally something I will never have I scroll though social media seeing relationship goals.

But that's something I will never have some people say cause I'm too good for the world I say it's cause of my incapability of being loved.

Why you may ask cause when you think of being loved unconditionally you think of your parents right well I don't I think about my one bestie friends who is willing to put up with my shit but.

And I feel sick every time I see her smile at her boy friend wish a boy would love me like that and not give up a month later wish some would see the inside me not the girl I pretend to be to scare people knowing no one will truly lovee me for all the fuck ups I made for all of the shit I caused for I am an ugly person not on the inside but on the outside but doesn't the beauty lie with in that's what they all say but beauty is a pain and Isn't Love Beautiful so does loving give us pain when the those sober thought are spoken in a drunken state of mind love may be beautiful but Beautiful is short for beauty and beauty is a pain making anything Beautiful give you physical or mental pain as Love is a drug the every person thrives off of

Relationships.

Two people loving each other unconditionally something I will never have I scroll though social media seeing relationship goals.

But that's something I will never have some people say cause I'm too good for the world I say it's cause of my incapability of being loved.

Why you may ask cause when you think of being loved unconditionally you think of your parents right well I don't I think about my one bestie friends who is willing to put up with my shit but.

And I feel sick every time I see her smile at her boy friend wish a boy would love me like that and not give up a month later wish some would see the inside me not the girl I pretend to be to scare people knowing no one will truly lovee me for all the fuck ups I made for all of the shit I caused for I am an ugly person not on the inside but on the outside but doesn't the beauty lie with in that's what they all say but beauty is a pain and Isn't Love Beautiful so does loving give us pain when the those sober thought are spoken in a drunken state of mind love may be beautiful but Beautiful is short for beauty and beauty is a pain making anything Beautiful give you physical or mental pain as Love is a drug the every person thrives off of.

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