My poems

The girl with no friends

There not your friends my mom says they hurt you over and over again like there stabbing a knife into your already broken heart repeatedly if they were your friends they they would understand that the things you say or do come from your heart or your need to control bad situations because you can't sleep or eat until it's solved all you have done it cry your self to sleep for the past four months hoping the next day it will be better but it seems to get worse each day that passes your personality seems to fade away as your anxiety becomes more intense and you become more antisocial as you feel like you want to die because this fading away is killing to slowing for you liking you just want a quick death to end feeling like everyone is going to ruin the two thing you have that mean the most you your best friend and your amazing boyfriend you feel like there going get convinced that your actually a bad person 
And it did happen your amazing boyfriend is now your ex because you cause to much drama but you still have that friend but soon she will disappear into thin air like she never existed and they tell me it was just a faded out dream about actually having friends as I once and always will be the girl that has no friends