People talk about heart break and how they open up to their man but it seems like everyone gets their heart broken as a kid I listen to the things of my mama said how guys aren't worth your time hunny you may think now that you want a man hunny but trust when we tell you your mental health is way more important than some dreamy dude so keep you head help high and don't waste your time on guys just Focus on proving all those people wrong the ones who told you would never even graduate the ones who told you would never get anywhere in live, the ones that that never believe you and I shook my head and yes mama I'll do just that but sometimes you become blind as you start to realize the reason you never cried when a relationship didn't work was because you kept yourself hidden you did show your true colors afraid to get broken but you wonder what loves was like so you tried so the first time and the last time you open up to that dumb guy and yes he may not of been your first boyfriend but he sure was your first love and it may have only lasted four months but it didn't matter because apparently he didn't want to deal with my drama I get how I can be but really breaking up with me? On our four month anniversary over fucking Snapchat what a fücking waste man I cried and was crush from it and still to this day I love him but I know he never loved me but it's fine because I'll put my armor back on and pretend that every time he hurts me by saying something stupid I'll make it seems like I'm angry but it's actually tearing me into shreds, it's like a defense mechanism instead of showing a sign of weakness show them a sign of strength sadness is my weakness and angry is my strength I've learn my lesson from trying to open my heart that it never ends well so I keep myself close off I may date but I never let myself get a attached because it will always lead to heart break.
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PoetryThis is a book of poems I write they always have something that I've seen or have done or I feel hope you enjoy it
