Save Me (Troyler) (ON HOLD)

Chapter 10~Worried Sick

Sorry for the delay guys! I kinda have no excuse for it! But keep on reading anyway!

I wake up in a pool of sweat. I just had a horrible nightmare, but I don't it remember it very clearly. It had something to do with Tyler, and with him humiliating me in front of everyone. I only hope this dream wasn't a prophecie.

And then I feel it, the stream of vomit crawling up my throat. I storm out of my bed, into the small bathroom, clunge over the toilet and I empty my insides. It feels like every little thing I have eaten in the past 4 years came out of my mouth.

Once I was finished, I couldn't help but start crying again. Everything hit me like a wrecking ball. (sorry guys i had to do it) I just screwed up the small chance I had at a relationship with Tyler. I just lost a precious friendship. I just screwed up my happiness.

And when the crying turned into loud sobbing, somebody bursted through the door.

Faith enters the bathroom, crouches down next to me and places my head on her shoulder. "Shhh.", She shushes me.

"I'm sorry Faith, I don't know what's wrong with me..."

"There isn't anything wrong with you, Troye. You are just a little heartbroken. Okay, not a little. Everything that happened to you these past few weeks is just adding up, and it's crushing you. But that's okay. It's okay to crumble when you can't handle it anymore. Sometimes, crying and sobbing and screaming is better than keeping it all in, because keeping it in slowly kills you. Letting go of everything is a relief. And it'll be hard for now, but you'll get through it eventually. I'll help you. You're not alone, know that."

These tears of sadness turned to tears of joy.

"Faith, I- I don't know what to say right now. You are one of the strongest people I know, and I admire you so much. You inspire me. You are my idol. People can only wish to be as cool as you are, and they can be jealous because no one ever will."

She smiles at me and lays her arm around me.

"How did you know I was awake?"

"Well, first of all, your sobbing was quit loud. And then, me and Zoe held turns at your door. I heard you waking up, vomiting and then crying. I decided to step in and do something."

"I literally can't thank you enough, Faith. You mean the world to me." I whisper a small thank you.

"Let's go back to bed. And this time, I'm not leaving your side Troye Sivan Mellet."

She takes my hand, pulls me up and walks with me to the bed. She lets go of my hand and I step in and lay down. She lays my sheets on me and gives me a kiss on my forehead. While she gets ready to sleep, my eyelids feel heavier and heavier, and before I know, I'm sucked into an endless sleep.

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When I wake up, Faith is already awake and dressed. "Come on, Troye the hot boy, you better get ready, I'm starving and I can't wait to have decent breakfast for once." She throws clothes at me. I get dressed quickly, because honestly, after last night's events, my stomach is empty as fuck, so I'm not going to say no to something to eat now.

"Ready?" I nod, and we leave.

In the dining hall, we meet up with Zoe, Mamrie, Grace, Connor, Jessica, Will and an Asian girl I can recognize out of thousands.

"SO RA?" I run up to one of my best friends, and as she turns around and looks at me, her eyes open in recongition. "Troye! Omg I never thought I'd find you here!" She stresses the you, wonder what she meant with that.