Save Me (Troyler) (ON HOLD)

Chapter 12~Last First Kiss

I slowly open my eyes after a long sleep. I dreamt for the first time in forever. For the first time in forever I didn't have a horrible nightmare, but actually a comforting dream. All because the boy who saved me told me he liked me. He liked me the same way I liked him. 

It all hit me. He likes me! HE LIKES ME! I could scream right now! I smile so bright and I can't suppress the giggle crawling up my throat.

"What's so funny, nugget?" Holy shit fuck, I totally forgot I'm sharing this room with Tyler! Uhm, quickly think of an excuse, anything!

"I just thought about uhm... About... about us." And then I spilt it anyway. Great job Troye, this is the exact way to keep him to like you. Mental face palm through my head.

"Aww, you are so adorable! I can't even with you right now." He answers. He thinks it's cute? Mental note: Tyler likes it when I giggle.

Then we just started talking about everything that had happened. Everything. Because now, we were both awake enough to actually register something. I sit straight up in my bed and cross my legs.

"When did you start liking me?" I ask him. He chuckles before answering.

"It was when you were sick, we only knew each other for like a week, and you woke up screaming and sweating. I asked if you were okay, and then I invited you to stay in my bed with me. It was totally a friendly gesture but when you actually did crawl under my sheets and fell asleep in my arms, I felt something. I felt warm inside, I felt a bit nervous. I felt like holding you in my arms was what I wanted to do. I wanted to protect you, to save you. And it looked like you were so comfortable in my arms, and I felt the happiest I've felt in such a long time. But then I realized you probably still felt something for Simon, and that I should probably just forget about you. So I started denying my feelings for you, but instead, they only grew stronger. It was crushing me inside, so when we arrived here, after I saved your life, I decided to drown my miseries in alcohol, and just go wild. Then I found you again, and you were so broken. And it hurt me, it totally destroyed me, because I wanted to protect you, but instead, I only broke you, and that was and still is the last thing I want to do. I really like you Troye, and I wouldn't trade for anything in this world."

"Wow.. Tilly..." I am literally speechless. I try to come back with something, but Tyler's fluffy monologue just made me so happy. "I don't know what to say right now..."

"You don't have to say anything, just come here." I sit straight up, let my feet glide out of the hospital bed and let my tiptoes touch the ground. I stand on my two feet, and slowly, but steady, I walk over to his bed. I carefully crawl next to him, because his back probably still hurts from the arrow. 

Once I'm comfortable, his arms closed around my chest, my head in his neck, our feet entwined, I close my eyes. "I like you too Tilly." I whisper. "I like you more than you could imagine. I'm just not that good with words. But honestly, I really like you. That's all." I can practically feel him smile. He closes his arms even closer around me.

"I wish we could stay like this forever." he speaks very silently, barely a whisper.

"Well, it can't be forever, but we can lay like this as long as possible."

And I don't know how long we laid down like this until Faith and Zoe entered the room.

But I certainly knew that they were here because I was awaken out of my embrace by their extremely loud screams. I am not going to say I fell out of the bed, but I'm not going to deny it didn't happen either.

"OH MY GOD ARE YOU GUYS A THING? PLEASE LET YOU GUYS BE A THING? HOLY FRICKING HOOKER IF YOU GUYS ARE A COUPLE I SWEAR TO TAENGOO I WILL LOOSE MY SHIT AND TOTALLY FREAK OUT!" Zoe says, or screams, whichever one you prefer. Faith just stands there, mouth hanging wide open, totally tensed body.

"No, we are not a thing... yet..." Tyler smirks, and I gladly smirk along. "Zoe, I think we better leave these two love birds alone, they have a lot to discuss, apparently. Bye guys, don't snog too much, and don't exchange any STD's please."

"FAITH!" I say through gritted teeth. She laughs loudly and evilly while closing the door and pushing Zoe out of the door, still frozen by excitement.

"At least two people support us if we become something." Tyler chuckles.

After a comfortable silence, Tyler asks me a question I have been dreading to hear. 

"Troye... Are we a thing? I know you want to wait until we have Kayla back, but I have no clue if I'll make it until she's back, and honestly... I can't wait... I want to be in a relationship with you, I'm sure it'll brighten both of our moods and we'll only do better... So, please?"

I sigh. "Tyler, I have no idea. I like you, I do. I don't know if I'm ready for us yet. I don't if I can handle it all right now."

He sighs as well. "It's okay. I shouldn't have asked. I don't want to push you to do anything. If you're not ready, then you're not ready, and I should accept it. I'm sorry."

But then I felt so bad for him. Why don't I just give him this chance? I have been waiting for it too. So why did I turn into this jerk all of a sudden? Why was I angry at him when he made out with someone else in the middle of a party and then expect him to wait for a relationship?

"Tyler, you know what?" He hums in response. "Look at me."

I sit straight up and sit on his legs. Then I grab his cheek with my left hand and I kiss him. I kiss him on the lips. After a split second of surprise, he kisses me back full force. Our lips move as if they were one. My right hand grabs his face too, and his hands grab my face too. Then I feel his tongue trying to fight it's way through my lips. The good boy I am, I grant it it's access. Then his tongue enters my mouth and starts dancing with mine. They fight for dominance and I let him win. I can't suppress a moan after a while. When the tongues crawled back from where they came, I start biting his under lip. He apparently enjoys it because he, too moans.

Then we break apart, and I say. "We are a thing now, Tilly. Let us be the most beautiful thing there has ever been." Our foreheads rest against each other, both of us not saying anything any more. Just enjoying what just happened. Until Tyler breaks the silence.

"Thank you nugget."

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Oh hey! So I updated again! Give me some love for that! I'm extremely sorry for the slow updating guys, I originally planned this story to be done by now (time wise, not chapter wise). But I have two days off from school+weekend so I might update a little more, but no promises though!

So, how are you guys? I'm sorry for the cliché questions, I honestly have nothing to say.

Maybe that there will be some action coming instead of all this fluffy filler stuff. Maybe some invasion of a city or something ^^ and maybe some interesting plot twists and cliffhangers. Maybe :p

This is dedicated to @LenaBe6 because of her 200 comments on my last chapter! And they were all so nice and I love her and her story is like amazing so you should definitely check out her stuff! Really though, do it.

ALSO TYLER LIKED MY SELFIE ON TUMBLR! I=DEAD! HE SAW MY FACE AND CLICKED ON THE HEART OH JESUS

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