Side Chick (august alsina )

Falling back

4 month later

Me and august got even closer. like I met his mom and nieces. But we just been as friends cause me and Kirko start hanging out today august was having a cook out party at his house. I know shanice going be there so I brung Kirko as my date. I got in the shower and did my hair. I got dress in my binki and my white shorts. And my sandals. Kirko came to get me. he was wearing all white to match me. "sup sexy" he said. "hey kirko" (yes Kirko bangs) we hugged. when we got to august house it was hella packed with cars. I got out wearing my ray bands. Kirko and I interlock hands aw we walked in together. We walked through people and out to the back yard with everybody else. barley no body was in the pool and it's too hot. I saw august and I waved and walked over to him. "hey !" I said. "sup.. glad you can make it" he said smiling. I was about to ask him some then shanice came and interrupted us. "baby come help me with this food." she said. "Ok..ight Kendra I talk to you later." he said walking off. I rolled my eyes and saw chyna milia and mike. I hung with them until Kirko wanted me by him. he sat in the chair next to you august and shanice. "boo come here!" he said. I walked over there and sat next to him. He kissed my cheek and I smiled holding his hand. august stared at me. "bae I'm about to go swim." I told Kirko. "ight beautiful." he said. I stood up and kick off my shoes and slide down my shorts right in front of him. Kirko and august was staring. my fix my bottoms. Kirko smacked my aaa I smiled and walked off and got in the pool with chyna. no me and Kirko are haing sex but I do like him a lot!
Weall were in the pool having fun. my log blue hair went well with the aqua ble water. I sat on Kirko neck in the pol as e played volley ball. it was hella fun. aftr we was done. it was time to eat so I wet and fix Kirko and I plate. I went bak out and sat in his lap as we ate toether. "I got to go to the bathroom." I tol Kirko. he nodded and I got up. I wet to he bathroom before I could close the dor august step through. "what are u dong ?" I asked. he looked in my eyes. "Idkbut I hate seeing you with him...your mines!" he said. I rolled my eyes."you not leaving shanice so I'm done august ..." I yelled. "shh! look I'm sorryok!" he said. "August you don't get it. I love you! with you ! but you with her so I'm trying to do this friend thing and I want to b more than that but u so I moved on! Kirko has feelings for me.. I'm happy for u and her so b happy for me and him." I tried to
Leave after that but once again I fell in the start kissing and taking off each other clothes. oh lord

[Chorus:] I wish I wasn't in love with you
So you couldn't hurt me
it just ain't fair the way you treat me
No you don't
deserve me
Wasting my time thinking bout you when you ain't never gon change
I wish I wasn't in love with you so I
wouldn't feel this way