What's After "EVER AFTER" [Suga Fanfic]

Chapter 3

Sa loob ng maliit na elevator na 'yon, nagdesisyon si Min Yoongi na kalimutan na ang lahat. Kalimutan ang lahat ng nangyari noong mga nakaraang taong naging miserable ang buhay niya. Napagpasyahang niyang hwag ng alalahanin pa ang nakaraan.

Kasi sobrang sakit na.

Sobrang sakit pa.

Kahit sobrang tagal na.

And that's just a Yoongi thing, you know?

Indulging, welcoming, and feeling those painful throbs in his chest because he thinks he deserves them. Every. Bits. Of. It.

'Min Yoongi deserved it," Yoongi thought to himself. 'He deserved everything painful and ugly and tragic.'

Huminga siya ng malalim bago tumingala.

He's currently on the 3rd floor.

Pumikit siya.

Bumuntung-hininga.

'Maybe Yoongi deserved it,' he thought again. 'But I'm Agust D now. I'm numb. And I'm unable to feel anything.'

Napalunok siya.

Because this?

Yes, this. This persona haven't met his past. This persona haven't met his heartbreak. Agust D is yet to feel anything. He knows nothing. He feels nothing.

Agust D is not Yoongi.

And so he doesn't really have to forget. It's impossible to forget something you don't know, is it not?

Napabuntung-hininga siya nang marinig ang pagbukas ng elevator.

Fvck it. Agust D doesn't give a damn about Yoongi's past failures.

Exhale. Breathe.

He felt a little better.

And when he slowly opened his eyes, he wished... he hadn't.

He suddenly wishes he could unsee things.

Unsee a person.

Yet he can't.

And Agust D just wants to die right there and then.

Because there, right in front of Agust D's eyes, stood Yoongi's past.

Yoongi's biggest failure.

Yoongi's heartache.

Yoongi's...

Everything.

Was his everything.

He corrected himself.

"Ano ba beks! Maglilipat-condo ka lang, kailangan mo pang abalahin ang beauty ko! Ganda ka, ha? Ganda ka?!"

Yoong- no. Agust D stood frozen.

"Alam mo, ang dami mong reklamo. Kung ako sa'yo Arthur King, tulungan mo na lang akong iakyat 'tong mga bagahe ko, okay?"

'Damn, that voice.'

'Agust D, no.' He reminded himself. 'You don't know her.'

"Ang bagal naman kasi nung eleva- Oh! Bukas na pala eh!"

Agus- no. It was Yoongi who panicked when their eyes met.

It was fleeting.

Almost inexistent.

He panicked, okay?

He didn't know what to do.

And he did the most normal thing a guy would do.