Jealous

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Harooo evriwan~ Hahaha Yuta style! Hi, everyone. I just want to say something not so important. Haha. Well, it's been a year and 14 days since I joined Wattpad. I started as a silent reader only-- I never comment or join conversations, I just read. After 2 months, I decided to post my 1st ever short delusional lame story, Y.O.U., which is focused on TaeTen. I remember sending it first to my friend who writes also but in AFF. She pushed me to post it because it was-- according to her, really good and refreshing. I was so so shy and worried on what will be the reviews. But after reading the comments on how some likes it, I feel lighthearted. So yeah, more short stories came after that. Until recently, I felt tired-- on being a KPOP fan. Yeah, you read it right. I was also surprise by myself. Like, how come a 9-years KPOP fan got fed up in the end? Jinjja, mollaseo. I found myself quitting on my fandoms-- yes, multi here! But it doesn't mean that I will stop supporting my faves. It's just that, I stop being a hardcore and delusional fan. I quit last August. Yes, it has been 3 months. I tried to stay but unfortunately— I have no time anymore. My work drowned me so damn deep that I can't catch up anymore. Not just with NCT, but with all my faves. That's right there— lack of time. Then, maybe, adulting? You know what... since I became a KPOP fan, I always thought of being one until I grow old. But I think it won't happen anymore. But, I still love Ten and Haechan with all my heart! It will never change. I know I've been quite inconsistent on what I want, but one thing's for sure— my love for Ten and Haechan will never ever fade nor change. It will always be the same.

There~ uhm. So, Imma bid bye now! Thank you so so much for reading my stories. Love yousssss! 😘❤️ AND CONTINUE TO SUPPORT TEN AND NCT NO MATTER WHAT! 👊🏼

Chaiya, signing off. 🙇🏼‍♀️👋🏼