Fear

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I have this fear ; Were when I get
older
I'm going to lose who I really am ;
am I still going to laugh at dirty jokes
and am I still going to have a fear of falling in love ; am I still going to have my best friend with me through it all
I don't know the answers to these questions ; But what I do know is that I love my best friend I love being single and I love my family
we may fight but they are still there when I cant feel and when I'm head does not want to function anymore  and just let my heart control and I want it all just to stop
they are still here to pick me up off the ground and dust me off because I am not perfect I'm not unstoppable
I am me the girl that is secretly scared to live her dreams
I'm scared that they will all leave
though I am only 15
this world is big and scary and I want to hide but I know that I can't because i have to believe that i can succeed and that they will all still be behind me though all of life's Mysteries

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