I wish I could be a different person someone completely diffrent
I want to be happy and never feel alone
I want to feel beautiful I want to feel smart I want to feel loved and needed I know i am but it's just not there something is missing loneliness over powers it
loneliness is this void I'm stuck in i just want to not constantly think about cutting open my wrist and for five min i just want to say I'm happy and to be completely honest about it not lieing to make others happy being truthful being in love and happy would be great but right now I'm just in love and constantly hateing my self constantly waiting for the day they will decide to leave me constantly waiting for life to be over and I hate to think about leaving them but being alive hurts so much that I sometime think it would be better for ever one if I was just gone
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