Poems

Different

I did something
I don't know what to do
it's a new thing
I've never done it before
I us to just scratch
but I think something changed
it wasn't enough so
I grabbed a razor blade
took it out on my rist
it's red there only small
I was scared to do it
but it was so easy what do i do now continue acting easy the scars they burn
I can breath tho
I don't understand
how Its gotten so bad
my happiness was here a second
than went away now all i see is grey what will happen now
is this a regular thing will it happen more i dont know if I can take it he has been gone for 11 years today I think that's why it went away because i was reminded of all the pain.

~me
Wrote this along time ago by guys ✌✌❤❤