It's been almost a week since I've last seen you.
You haven't messaged me in almost 2 days now.
Are you okay? Are you in the hospital again? Or are you just avoiding me?
I kept trying to message you, but you haven't responded.
I asked the guy you live with, if you were okay; he ignored me. This leads me to believe you are just avoiding me.
If you were in the hospital, wouldn't your friend or someone at least tell me?
But it's fishy that your friend and you are both ignoring me right now.
I'm giving you a week, to explain..otherwise, I'm done being hurt by someone who can't actually love me.
I don't need the pain you're giving me anymore, I have enough going on with family. You're just adding on.
It'll be hard to say goodbye, but it'll be time. I'm sorry.
I tried my best to be good for you, but you never tried to be good for me.
You let everyone fill your head with lies, you let yourself fill your own head with lies.
I always defended you, and I'd always just write out my feelings, rather than letting myself sit here and believe that they're true.
I'm sorry, but I just can't deal with this pain anymore.
I loved you..
YOU ARE READING
Welcome to my mind.
PoetryThis is just where I'll write things I usually write in my journal. I'm a very open person:) Except I will not use names, I will be using words such as "you", "they", and "them."