This was bad, it was the middle of the night and he was having a anxiety attack. No one could hear him and he preferred it that way. Even if having Roman by his side right now would've been nice, the truth was that Virgil wasn't ready yet to let him that in.
He felt dizzy and his head hurt. The loud beating of his heart and the shallow breaths didn't help him.
He reached for his nightstand and pulled of one of the drawers a stress ball. As his hand clenched in a fist he recited the numbers from 1 to ten and back several times.
Soon his breathing was calmer and his head didn't felt so light. With a sigh Virgil leaned back on his bed, closing his eyes and hoping that tomorrow would be better.
But as most of the nights, his thoughts made him stay awake.
Maybe it was time to let someone in. Someone to help him through this. But even if he did, it would be a slow process. Full of jumps back and tiny steps forward. But if Roman really wanted to help, he'll stick by Virgil all the time it took for them to reach the end.
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Sooo I'm on holidays so I'll update twice a week. I wanna know what do you think of this story thus far.
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The Run and Go || prinxiety
FanfictionRoman cares deeply for Virgil. He wants to keep him safe, but he'll have to fight things more dangerous than dragon-witches to accomplish this.
