Teenagers

010

~Sehun~

Remembering the times we spent together, knowing they will never happen again.

"I am alright."

Regretting the words i said, wishing i could take them back. My memories, bring only pain. I would do anything- to just have that person from my memories back.

Watching the one i love, being happy with someone else. I just want to scream the pain out. To make it stop. No matter the cost...

I even forgot, about everything and everyone else. Thinking it's my fault everything fell apart, and it is. I feel like my life is over.

Until the day someone gave me a hand. And saved me from my darkness.

"Don't worry Sehun," even if it causes him his life.

"Don't go!" I screamed. I couldn't help, any of my friends, or anyone I love.

Regret soon followed again. And I feel like... I'm dying inside.

I was over my head, and I'm still learning to love. But I gave up on myself a long time ago.

Your the one i loved but I'm saying goodbye.

"Hello!" I ran into a boy walking down the stairs. I looked up to mean a beautiful person, that seemed to have a happy loving ara surrounding him.

"Oh, umm, hi?" I questioned myself. I'm not ready to talk to people but, it seems like he does not care.

We ended up exchanging numbers and went opposite ways, smiling.

I'm not giving up on myself just yet.

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THIS MADE ME EMO DON'T TOUCH ME!

IT'S NOT A PHASE MOM!

I'm really depressed rn, I feel so bad for the Shinee members and Jonghyun family. I hope they have comfort in this time of dispair. He was my bias and I will miss him dearly. You were, and are, live Kim Jonghyun. I hope your in a better place not suffering any longer. ❤

sorry.

Love you all!

-쩬/jen