Luhan had left leaving chanyeol tae and I alone in my apartment.
"So what are we going to do?" I asked while fixing taes shoes.
"I have no clue, what can we do with tae?" He asked.
"We could go to the library." I suggested.
"Sure! We can both study."
"Ok." I agreed and I put a jacket on and then we left.
We arrived at the library and started a study session.
"Isn't this where you work?" He asked as I leaned my back against a shelf and started a book.
"Yes." I said not paying attention and continued to read.
As I read chanyeol looked for a book, he was standing closely in front of me his left arm by my head felling each book as he smiles and doesn't realize what position we are in.
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I panicked and ducked under his arm and found a table to read at.
I can't let him play with my heart.
As time past chanyeol finally found what he was looking for and sat down opposite me.
We started talking and learning a lot about eachother.
On the subject of music we both adore it and we started to lean close to each other thinking about music, soon we were only a few inches away.
"Baekhyun."
"Yeah?" I turned red.
"I'm not gay."
"Yeah I figured. But a guy can dream." I smiled and leaned back. Not realizing my last words.
"Sorry."
"Don't be, I can't control who you are." I smiled and continued reading feeling my heart sink and tears boiling to the surface but not spilling over.
I grab tae and run to the bathroom locking myself in a stall and letting the tears fall.
I don't like him. I can't let him in.
I told myself mentally over and over again until I heard footsteps. I looked up to see chanyeol climbing over the stall and dropping down right next to me.
I couldn't comprehend what was going on before he was carrying me bridal style and leaning in. Soon our lips collided and all I could do was need him. But not want him at the same time. He set me down and pushed me into the stall wall. The kiss broke and we both gasped for air.
"Don't tell anyone about this." He said and smashed our lips together again. He pushed up against me and sandwiched tae between us.
Soon we heard a door open and he lifted me up so whoever was in there would only see one pair of shoes.
After the person left chanyeol and I had a talk.
"Don't you have a girlfried!" I said frantically.
"Yes but-"
"No this us awful! I can't steal you away from her! She's probably nice and kind and baby free and in love with you and she's a girl! She's probably everything that is perfect for yo-" He cut me off my pressing our lips together.
"Baekhyun..." He paused, "you're so much better than she is. He looked me dead in the eyes and I hid my face in his chest.
"Then what does that make us?"
"Nothing. I'm not the guy who likes other guys and disappoints his parents then runs off with his boyfriend. I can't do that. I have a garenteed football scholarship and a girlfriend who's a cheerleader, I definitely am not that guy."
"But what if you are?" I said and opened the stall and started walking out.
Soon I was out of the library and walking back home.
