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~Sehun~

Should i? I questioned myself. Walk there and let them find me like that? Would it be with it. I stared over at luhan and Baekhyun. Where's chanyeol?

Soon chanyeol came and sat by Baekhyun and kai came close behind smiling. I wish I could go back in time. I put in my head phones and listened to some old meaningful songs.

"No i know, that I can't make you stay. But where's your heart but where's your." I dosed into my thoughts.

"I am not afraid to keep on living, I am not afraid to walk this world alone. honey if you stay you'll be forgiven" the bell sounded and I sat still. The cafeteria cleared frantically and it was just me and the lunch staff.

I walked into the halls hearing a fermiliar melody played on the piano, and an angel voice singing it it's own perfect way.

"When I was
A young boy, my father took me into the city. To see a marching band, he said son when, you grow up when you grow up, would you be the saviour of the broken, the beaten and the damned. He said will you, defeat them, your demons, and all the non believers-" Chanyeol your up, the voice said.

"But I rap luhan." He protested.

"Oh come on! You don't need to sing that song, just sing, I'm sure Baekhyun would love to hear it as well." He stated and I heard a small yeah, probably from Baekhyun.

"Ugh fine"

"What would I do without your smart mouth, drawing me in, and you kicking me out, you got my head spinning, no kidding, I cant pin you down, what goin on in that beautiful mind?" As he continued I zoned out and fell asleep being woken by another beautiful voice 

(not that chanyeols isn't beautiful but damn Baekhyun)

"Lying beside you here in the dark, feeling your heart beat with mine, softly you-"

"Ok we get it your singing is beautiful!" Luhan said in a joking jealous tone.

"We should leave early since we all have the rest of the day off." Chanyeol said.

"Sure! I want to go see tae!" Luhan squealed.

Great he knows too. I guess I can't have anything because of my mistake. Maybe I should just leave. Leave thus school. This town. This country. Or maybe, I could just leave this life.

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Sorry I'm depressed, so you get MCR and suicidal sehun. Bieee

Love you fam, sometimes your the only thing that keeps me here

-째/Jay

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