.... in honor of 50k reads....
After we eat, we all decide to go home and get ready for the party. I sorta promised myself I wouldn't go but I guess since Andrew and I are back... I guess, I'll just hang out with him.
"Want to ride with me? I gotta go pick up something real quick then go buy the liquor for the party." Andrew asks snapping me out of my thought.
"Uhm yeah sure."
We pay our bills then split but as we walk out the door Zach glances at me and I can't stop but look back. What is happening.
"Let's go" Andrew says and leads me out. I start walking to notice Andrew isn't even behind me. I turn to see him start walking up to Zach.
"Drew stop" I say and rush between him pushing his chest.
He listens and walks away, putting his arm around my waist and pulling me as close as possible.
We get into the car and listen to some music.
Im honestly so confused and disappointed in the life I'm living. I never been the one to party or even drink, but here I am, with my jock boyfriend on our way to buy liquor for a party most likely where I'll be drinking to. Sometimes I wonder what my life would be like if I never met Andrew, or if things never got... intimate with Zach. I wish things could've been the same.
"Hey" Andrew says putting his hand on my thigh "what's wrong" he asks.
"Nothing, just thinking" i respond.
"I've missed you" he says and my stomach flutters.
If only he know....
