Feelings

III

You saw me drowning,
But you did nothing to save me.
Pain that i felt might not mean anything to you,
But it means something to me.
Pain that i felt is not just a pain.
It's a pain that made me who i am today,
It's a pain that taught me a lesson.
You,
You know about my pain,
don't you?
But why?
I'm asking you why did you leave me?
You know what's my fear, too, right?
Then, why?
Why did you still choose to leave me behind and running away from the scene by not doing anything and apologizing about it, later?
You don't know what's it like,
To be me,
To feel like i'm always the one to be blame at,
And people who's the one should be blame at, will always be the winner.
I'm hurt,
I'm broken,
Because of you.
It's all because of you, that i'm hurt and broken.
Thank you for leaving me when i needed you the most,
Thank you for hurting me,
Thank you for doing all of this.
My nightmare has made it returned