Okay so that last one made no sense. So let me explain my life currently, I don't know what to do with myself. I've been way more depressed and emotionless lately. I don't know if I'm pushing people away honestly cause I don't want to be by myself but maybe I do. I've been feeling so lonely and I don't want to be, and truthfully I'm not just saying that because people are around and talking to me its because there is no one talking to me. For the past few weeks no one has had a proper conversation with me or just didn't talk to me at all. It's been taking a toll on me and I guess I've been out of it idk and Aly hasnt been around lately either and I miss her so much. With her not being around often its messing me up too because ugh I need her around but so much shit is happening in her life too so it makes me fucking sad and idk what to do. But just to sum it up I guess, I'm very lonely and I feel like everyome is just abandoning me and I'm slowly becoming alone again ans I just wish people were around more often
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Letters to myself
De Todoletters I've written to myself while I'm overwhelmed or thinking about things that I can't tell someone else.
